Just Random

Take off

Looking at my photos in my itouch, I realized that I wanna take off again, and just go somewhere else and escape from everything. Sometimes I really do wanna just vanish away from everyone in my life. Does anyone have this feeling ever? I can't really put into words what I really wanna escape from. Sometimes, I just have this feeling to get away from everything and live an extraordinary life. Just like what I did when I chose Osip. It was definitely a choice that made me realize nowhere is better than home. But sometimes I get this urge again, to get away from everything for a long while. 

Song

As I was lying down for the whole morning sleeping and just listening to my music playing, some of which reminds me of him, while the others just songs that I love. As I listen to some love songs, I know that I'll love again someday, because I just feel that love is beautiful somehow. What will really stop me from loving is the thought that nobody will really be here forever. That I dont believe that any man will cherish me forever. Haha. Anyway below is the lyrics of my favourite chinese song since sec sch days i guess? 

Ban Sheng Shou 半生熟

你总是腼腆用幽默语言
ni zhong shi mian tian yong you mo yu yan 
填满我心里的小缺陷 
tian man wo xin li de xiao que xian 
灌溉满座花园让我住里面 
guan gai man zuo hua yuan rang wo zhu li mian 
对你我怎么可能心不在焉
dui ni wo zen me ke neng xin bu zai yan 

你总是淘气用微笑双眼 
ni zhong shi tao qi yong wei xiao shuang yan 
照亮我生活每个阴天 
zhao liang wo sheng huo mei ge yin tian 
编织整片屋檐让我躲里面 
pian zhi zhen pian wu dan rang wo duo li mian 
对你我没有抱怨
dui ni wo mo you bao yuan 

*我为你泡的咖啡额外加了甜 
wo wei ni pao de ka fei er wai jia le tian 
赶走夜的晕眩 
gan zou ye de yun xuan 
我为你准备一整年的喜悦 
wo wei ni zun bei yi zhen nian de xi yue 
一步一个脚印让幸福实现
yi bu yi ge jiao yin rang xing fu shi xian 

#我喜欢你却又偏偏喜欢我零时差的拥有 
wo xi huan ni que you pian pian xi huan wo ling shi cha de yong you 
点燃温柔 
dian ran wen rou 
让孤单解冻 
rang gu dan jie dong 
小心翼翼享受你害羞逗留
xiao xin yi yi xiang shou ni hai xiu dou liu 

我喜欢追你却偏偏喜欢躲无条件的邂逅 
wo xi huan zui ni que pian pian xi huan duo wu tiao jian de xie hou 
爱到现在 
ai dao xian zai 
刚好半生熟 
gang hao ban sheng shou 
投递着微妙的感动
tou di zhe wei miao de gan dong 

Repeat *#

爱到现在 
ai dao xian zai 
刚好半生熟 
gang hao ban sheng shou 
投递着微妙的感动
tou di zhe wei miao de gan dong