QUOTEs..

"You are not defeated when you lose. You are defeated when you quit." ~ paulo coelho



am I?

life once again...

during holiday

golden m/room from bugis street recommended by min sis. i like(: 

 my chinese birthday mee sua(:

 swimming photoshoot. makeup of jinson in action.

 like monkey god^^

 timid sis @ playground!

 looking through the cute thing dear bought from japan!(:

 outing with pei n mh!!! hehee. i likes to eat here!

 pork!

start of school!

 TTO class. hahaha

 small aunt's birthday(: nice cake from four leaf

 dun wanna pose for photo. haha

 my favourite homecooked noodle!

 bday treat from parents!

 not nice chicken ):

FIRST TIME GOIng carl's JR. hehehehehehee.

 dear happy to have big lettuce<3

 my birthday gift^^ from fourth aunt! hehe

 my bday cake paid by small aunt bought by ah jie((((:

 cuz wanna take photo but i feel so sweaty n messy! omg.

 aiya! blur!

 my bday cake^^

 very nice!!! i like!!!^^

 deardear's hand made gift! heheee. so sweet(:

 my creation! teeheeeee :P

second time eating strictly pancake^^ HEHEHEEEE

anyway, school had already started!
service skills methodology (SSM) module is fun but very challenging! i've learnt to persevere strongly from there again. i realised that i dont push myself to work for anything anymore. somehow, i just kept giving up on stuff which im doing. i feel no motivation anymore. poly life for me seems to be really screwed up in terms of my academic n my cca. but right now i wont give up on my academic..
what im gonna give up this time round will be my cca. im going to quit swimming after my BM test.

somehow, i've mixed feeling towards quitting of swimming. a part of me wants to quit, the other part wants to be stubborn n keep moving forward. somehow, i think i will just quit. in poly, nobody really encourages me n motivates me except a few good friends n of cos dear jinson. i myself dont motivate myself anymore. that's quite a sad thing right? somehow i feel kindof lost in poly. like so lost...

hahaaa. now i am going to quit swimming cos im a lost soul at swim team. i feel like so useless as a team member. i feel that my presence is not needed n im not needed to help in anything. so i guess there is no point staying in the team luh. so sian. but its so sad cos poly without cca means study study n study. aiya. no luh. not realy. aiya.

haix. till i post again ba. hahahahaa.