Hmmmmph' anw, I'm like feeling damn idiot. It's like okayyy. If my friends see this, they'll say'hahahas! Zihui你本来就是吗' and I'll laugh too! But the idiot I'm feelig now is not the one that's funyyy. It's damn idiotically not funny.
Maybe, I shouldn't put this to heart. But I believe that everyone says something n they genuinely meant that. If they don't, they won't even say it! Like I'm now damn calm, n I feel hurt n stupid. It's like oh myy. How dare u say I'm ur maid. Anw, she might just be joking, but like I said, if someone is joking, i think it's still something they feel. It's like!!!! Does me being a good person, waking u up in é morning everyday makes me ur maid? Does me helping u charge ur phone & iPod makes me ur maid?! Like WTH can. But seriously. It's damn stupid. It's like I realised that I seriously hate pple who takes thing for granted. Seriously. I'm not angry , nor I'm hurt. I'm contradicting myself ehh. Hahahahaaas! Just! I finally knows the word to how I feel.
I DONT FEEL HURT, ANGRY, SAD. JUST HATE ..FOR TAKIG THINGS FR GRANTED . NOT TAKING THINGS. is taking me for granted.
I can't say I really hate pple who take things for granted. Cos i dunno whether if I take things for granted.....):
BYES FOR NOW(:
keep smiling!!!
Tmr will get better(: but I'll rmb tat always. But maybe not(: cos I forget things. If not I'll have bore too much grudges.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Report bOok~
•zihui is a cheerful & a serious student at the same time. This is a good attribute that will help her get better results•
^^^
Remarks
English. C6 51
Chinese. B4 60
Emath. A1 83.3
Amath. A2 74
Combined sci. B3 65.3
Combined humans. A1 75
Poa. B3 68
L1R5 ~ 16
L1B4 ~ 13
Grades dropped when compared to last yr's EOY. but anw, i'll improve
It time to work very hard on Chinese . Tmr will be the day for more intensive. Sleeping now so that I'll not be dozing off in the humid afternoon.. Hahaas!
I ♡ SWIMMING!!!
I ♡ ART!
I ♡ TRAVELLING!!
&!!!! SLEEPING ☺
•Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life♡
^^^
Remarks
English. C6 51
Chinese. B4 60
Emath. A1 83.3
Amath. A2 74
Combined sci. B3 65.3
Combined humans. A1 75
Poa. B3 68
L1R5 ~ 16
L1B4 ~ 13
Grades dropped when compared to last yr's EOY. but anw, i'll improve
It time to work very hard on Chinese . Tmr will be the day for more intensive. Sleeping now so that I'll not be dozing off in the humid afternoon.. Hahaas!
I ♡ SWIMMING!!!
I ♡ ART!
I ♡ TRAVELLING!!
&!!!! SLEEPING ☺
•Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life♡
Monday, May 24, 2010
:D
Today's a nice day. Actually, nothing nice eh? It's super damn hOt! HOt like wOw!!! And intensive Chinese is shortened!!!! Yayyy! Cos of that emergency exercise! But guess what? That emergency exercise is like damn time consuming n we're like doing nothing. Except, there's this fun part where all deyians were drench in the pouring rain!!!! Hahaas!!!! Kind of gross after that cos of wrt shirt and warm weather.!!
Today, intends to finish two paper2 for Chinese. But am just too distracted by this movie,'the island' Thats being shown on channel5. Lame huh? But well, I'm like not that serious now. What's happening to me? Anw, everyone just hopes to pass O lvls soon!!! JIAYOUS!!
Anw, mango is nICE!!!
hahahaaas.gonna sleep, or I'll sleep tmr afternoon AGAIN!!!!!!! haixxxx!!!!
Hahahaaas.
Looking forward to class outing @Ecp. Fun or not? But I still have to collect class fund. Realised that I'll have to be damn responsible. Hahahaaas.
Sleep sleep soon:D
Nights!
Today, intends to finish two paper2 for Chinese. But am just too distracted by this movie,'the island' Thats being shown on channel5. Lame huh? But well, I'm like not that serious now. What's happening to me? Anw, everyone just hopes to pass O lvls soon!!! JIAYOUS!!
Anw, mango is nICE!!!
hahahaaas.gonna sleep, or I'll sleep tmr afternoon AGAIN!!!!!!! haixxxx!!!!
Hahahaaas.
Looking forward to class outing @Ecp. Fun or not? But I still have to collect class fund. Realised that I'll have to be damn responsible. Hahahaaas.
Sleep sleep soon:D
Nights!
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Heeheee. Today's post abOut todayyyy.! Lols:D
Hahahas! é title is lame yeaaa? Well, today can be summarized as an uneventful, eventful, stressful, relaxed, NiCe day(:
Firstly, a relaxed & lazy morning for me. Next, a distracted & stress afternoon. Finally, NICE & again stress evening.
Well, not gonna elaborate much. But I'm not THAT stress when I states stress. It's just a word for describing. Stress cos my hmwk is not done. Reason being me myself & I being distracted , lazy, & relaxed:D hahahaas!
NICE evening for swimming! Still lose to papa:D after that, papa shared with me his army days when I asked him questions. Initially, we are talkng about OBS. afterwards, it linked to army army. Hahaaaas. ~I sometimes wonders. If papa Is educated with O levels cert, only if he's more hardworking, where will he now end up like? And would I even be here? Be the same me? Sometimes, there's just tOo many questions floating up in my brains. IF ONLY.....
Anw, didn't complete the third Chinese essay writing that I should've done. Hahaas. No 灵感. Well, Tmr morning will be the time to squeeze my brain juices to find some nice stories to write.(dun even know if I have it or not) hahas!
Went swimming, without wearing goggles as usual. This time round, I went with my parents, zishan, to sengkang. Many pple there. But I swim here and there. Next time, I'll work damn hard, and buy a house or condo, for all my precious relatives and stay together.! And it must have a poool. To swim swim swim:D yayyyy!
Anw, I realise too that friends comes and pass. One never knows who is gonna be forever friends and who is gonna be a 'hi bye friends'. But what I know is that cherishing pple that comes our way is impt. Cos what happens in the future is never something that we can know.
Hahahas.sleeping time!!!!! Awwwww!!!!!!!!!
So late so late. Tiring tiring tiring. Aiyaaaaaayaaaaaaaaa!
Nights nights:D to the eventful nightlife(: hellos to my nice and peaceful sleep.....heheee:D
Firstly, a relaxed & lazy morning for me. Next, a distracted & stress afternoon. Finally, NICE & again stress evening.
Well, not gonna elaborate much. But I'm not THAT stress when I states stress. It's just a word for describing. Stress cos my hmwk is not done. Reason being me myself & I being distracted , lazy, & relaxed:D hahahaas!
NICE evening for swimming! Still lose to papa:D after that, papa shared with me his army days when I asked him questions. Initially, we are talkng about OBS. afterwards, it linked to army army. Hahaaaas. ~I sometimes wonders. If papa Is educated with O levels cert, only if he's more hardworking, where will he now end up like? And would I even be here? Be the same me? Sometimes, there's just tOo many questions floating up in my brains. IF ONLY.....
Anw, didn't complete the third Chinese essay writing that I should've done. Hahaas. No 灵感. Well, Tmr morning will be the time to squeeze my brain juices to find some nice stories to write.(dun even know if I have it or not) hahas!
Went swimming, without wearing goggles as usual. This time round, I went with my parents, zishan, to sengkang. Many pple there. But I swim here and there. Next time, I'll work damn hard, and buy a house or condo, for all my precious relatives and stay together.! And it must have a poool. To swim swim swim:D yayyyy!
Anw, I realise too that friends comes and pass. One never knows who is gonna be forever friends and who is gonna be a 'hi bye friends'. But what I know is that cherishing pple that comes our way is impt. Cos what happens in the future is never something that we can know.
Hahahas.sleeping time!!!!! Awwwww!!!!!!!!!
So late so late. Tiring tiring tiring. Aiyaaaaaayaaaaaaaaa!
Nights nights:D to the eventful nightlife(: hellos to my nice and peaceful sleep.....heheee:D
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Ahh life
It seemed to me that life for every different indivuals are truly different. It's never easy to feel for the others or stand in their shoes. It's hard to describe the feelings that we have without a wide range of vocab to use. English is seriously an importAnt subject. As important as mandarin. I shall try my very best in aceing in mandarin, and I will start reading the English dictionary to increase my vocab. Haha. Mad? I must accomplish that somehow. With determie I think.
Well, I'm slacking as usual. No. Actually it's only now. I must get back to the hardworking mode of mine yeah? I'll start after watching doraemon:D
Ahh study time! Anyways, read Michelle's and janice's blog. They have such nice vocabs to use, think I shall keep on reading their blog. Seems like a nice way to improve my language:D they r truly cousins eh. Both r great at the same thing:D I think it'll be called same same but different?
Well, I'm slacking as usual. No. Actually it's only now. I must get back to the hardworking mode of mine yeah? I'll start after watching doraemon:D
Ahh study time! Anyways, read Michelle's and janice's blog. They have such nice vocabs to use, think I shall keep on reading their blog. Seems like a nice way to improve my language:D they r truly cousins eh. Both r great at the same thing:D I think it'll be called same same but different?
Friday, May 21, 2010
Yooohoooo. !! Backk!!
Good news!! Found d'arr club's symbol!!!! Yayyyy!!!!!! Damn happy due to that matter. Cos it'll be such a waste if it's gone!!!!
Anw, it's intensive period for Chinese/mother tongue now. It's just 10/9 days away from the big GIANT O levels. Haha! I wants an A not B4 !! I think I'm aiming too high sometimes. But it just seems right to aim for possible grades. Worst come to worst I can only want B3!! Oh noo!! I want an A1!!!!! Please please! I shall pray hard! Oh no!! I shall work extra super hard!!!! Wake early, sleep half way!! Oh no!! Kind of stupidly distracted!!!!!!!! Awww.
最近,我整天都阅读着华文的文章,做着摸拟考试，就是希望能考出个好成jī来。希望我的用功能带来礼想的成绩(is it this jī? And lí xiâng seems wrong)我想我还是别再说太多了。再说下去我就会失眠！hahas!
Lols huh?
Anw, Chinese!!!!! Seems like no chim words used. Don't know how to use.
Byebyes!
百曰阴雨总有晴!
Anw, it's intensive period for Chinese/mother tongue now. It's just 10/9 days away from the big GIANT O levels. Haha! I wants an A not B4 !! I think I'm aiming too high sometimes. But it just seems right to aim for possible grades. Worst come to worst I can only want B3!! Oh noo!! I want an A1!!!!! Please please! I shall pray hard! Oh no!! I shall work extra super hard!!!! Wake early, sleep half way!! Oh no!! Kind of stupidly distracted!!!!!!!! Awww.
最近,我整天都阅读着华文的文章,做着摸拟考试，就是希望能考出个好成jī来。希望我的用功能带来礼想的成绩(is it this jī? And lí xiâng seems wrong)我想我还是别再说太多了。再说下去我就会失眠！hahas!
Lols huh?
Anw, Chinese!!!!! Seems like no chim words used. Don't know how to use.
Byebyes!
百曰阴雨总有晴!
Saturday, May 15, 2010
The difficult feeling that's hard to express.
One might be wondering what feeling am I talking here. Feelings for what? It's just a feeling that difficult to be expressed. I suddenly felt like such a failure and a pessimist. Is that how I spells it? Anw, I gtg get back to my positive self soon or I'll start crying whenever I'm brought to this reality world.....
Friday, May 14, 2010
:O maddddddd
Goodnesss!!!!! I failed my Chinese paper 2!!!!!! OMG!!! it seems that I'm getting from bad to worst!!!! Maybe we underestimated language paper!!!! OMG!!! I can't think le!! It seems that it's all getting so stress n awwwwwwwwwww.
Today, went to watch 'the backup plan' with cihui, qinya, pj, meihui, & jy. Nice movie!!!!!!! Had hell lots of LAUGHTER!!!! god! And cihui is the crazy one that uncontrollaby laughs constantly! The way she laugh is damn amusing! I guess if Janice is there with us, we'll all laugh even much more as Janice's laughter is damn contagious!!!!
Anw, nice funny show!! I rmb that 'papa.this is a poopooo'!!!!!! Damn funny can?!!!!!
Now that it's at night, the movie has long been shifted into a memory of the past. I suddenly rmb this sad thing. Not sad. It's haix. Chinese paper 2 fail!!!! Damn it!!! Fail fail fail. Tmr will be better! But what?! Tmr is Saturday. It's like I won't be that smiley everytime anymore. I dunno how to keep on laughing and smiling while seeing my grades going a downfall. How ? I wonder and stay frighten for myself. I nvr did expect to get the grades for those papers. But to admit. I didn't put in much efforts for MYE. so who's at fault? Me. Why? Distracted. No iPod and com also can get distracted eh. Some wonders what I do at home. It's like I go straight home after sch. But guess what? Sleep? Haix. Omg. I shall start doing all those practices that I've neglected. Assessment books shall get done .
Byebyes. Talking more about all these makes me feel damn .....!!!!!! But well, guess I shouldn't complain much. No I shall not complain. (: smile smile smile smile.
Today, went to watch 'the backup plan' with cihui, qinya, pj, meihui, & jy. Nice movie!!!!!!! Had hell lots of LAUGHTER!!!! god! And cihui is the crazy one that uncontrollaby laughs constantly! The way she laugh is damn amusing! I guess if Janice is there with us, we'll all laugh even much more as Janice's laughter is damn contagious!!!!
Anw, nice funny show!! I rmb that 'papa.this is a poopooo'!!!!!! Damn funny can?!!!!!
Now that it's at night, the movie has long been shifted into a memory of the past. I suddenly rmb this sad thing. Not sad. It's haix. Chinese paper 2 fail!!!! Damn it!!! Fail fail fail. Tmr will be better! But what?! Tmr is Saturday. It's like I won't be that smiley everytime anymore. I dunno how to keep on laughing and smiling while seeing my grades going a downfall. How ? I wonder and stay frighten for myself. I nvr did expect to get the grades for those papers. But to admit. I didn't put in much efforts for MYE. so who's at fault? Me. Why? Distracted. No iPod and com also can get distracted eh. Some wonders what I do at home. It's like I go straight home after sch. But guess what? Sleep? Haix. Omg. I shall start doing all those practices that I've neglected. Assessment books shall get done .
Byebyes. Talking more about all these makes me feel damn .....!!!!!! But well, guess I shouldn't complain much. No I shall not complain. (: smile smile smile smile.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
OMG
Sometimes, things are just so unexpected in life. Everything is so not something that u think it is. Just like how I thought I'll pass chemistry and I fail it.
Well, MYE is gonna be some learning lessons for me. I shall not be sad over it. I shall embrace my wrong doings / mistakes. And I'll look forward towards my bright future. It'll be so bright thAt I'll need sunglasses!!! Lols!!!! I learnt that from a pictures.
I realise in life, things doesn't goes the way that everyone wants. Unexpected things comes our way and it's for ourselves to decide how to handle the problems. Whether it's good or bad, it might not matter. Cos what matters most is that we must learn from it. Uh oh!!! I seems to sound like my principal! God! All about learn from mistakes. Omg!! Suddenly rmb her voice. The slow talks. God. Well, haix.
Nxt thing. Sometimes, I feel that I must not hate pple. Hahas. Idun hate pple(: all r neutral. And some are great(: I wonder would I successfully find d'art club's symbol. I dun want it to be lost!!! Omg! How big can the school get?! Goodness. How I wish mr Sam lim is still in charge of d club. How I wish ms carol has all the experiences. Haix haix. I shall not worry too much. Guess it's all about taking one step at a time.
I'll get better scores tmr(: believing in myself(:
Well, MYE is gonna be some learning lessons for me. I shall not be sad over it. I shall embrace my wrong doings / mistakes. And I'll look forward towards my bright future. It'll be so bright thAt I'll need sunglasses!!! Lols!!!! I learnt that from a pictures.
I realise in life, things doesn't goes the way that everyone wants. Unexpected things comes our way and it's for ourselves to decide how to handle the problems. Whether it's good or bad, it might not matter. Cos what matters most is that we must learn from it. Uh oh!!! I seems to sound like my principal! God! All about learn from mistakes. Omg!! Suddenly rmb her voice. The slow talks. God. Well, haix.
Nxt thing. Sometimes, I feel that I must not hate pple. Hahas. Idun hate pple(: all r neutral. And some are great(: I wonder would I successfully find d'art club's symbol. I dun want it to be lost!!! Omg! How big can the school get?! Goodness. How I wish mr Sam lim is still in charge of d club. How I wish ms carol has all the experiences. Haix haix. I shall not worry too much. Guess it's all about taking one step at a time.
I'll get better scores tmr(: believing in myself(:
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
MYE over..
hahas! likes tiggerr. baby tigger:Dmye is over. whats done cant be undone so i'm not going to think about exams .
how good or bad i score doesnt matter as its whether i've learnt something thats more important:D
just hope to score high in mye:D
jiayous everyone!!!
this is all my bday pressie:D
this is by laylin, simin, meihui, hehui, and kairo :Dnice eh:D
this hammer have music!
this hammer have music!its by second aunt:D
the ang bao is by small aunt,
this wallet is NICE!! thoughtful of them. the names can be read in the card^^^
the is handmade by janice!
the ang bao is by small aunt,happy birthday sign are from the cakes i've blown:D
one is bought by third aunt while the other is by pei, jy, kim, yokehuei:D
the bracelet is by big aunt and fourth aunt:DD
the pen is by ms carol!so cute huh.
this wallet is NICE!! thoughtful of them. the names can be read in the card^^^
the is handmade by janice!cute huh!!
bag by my 5 cousins, namely:min sis, zhijie, xiuying,shiyan, kaijun and by third aunt:D
all my cards!!!!!!
tigger and chocolates by ci hui:D
bag by my 5 cousins, namely:min sis, zhijie, xiuying,shiyan, kaijun and by third aunt:D
all my cards!!!!!!
tigger and chocolates by ci hui:Dso cute eh!!!!!
tigger!!!!!!!!!
anw, thks to pple who wish me by text and facebook too:D
oh! and class 407 for the birthday song!!!!!!
:D
byebyes!
keep smiling!
Monday, May 3, 2010
Wooooo! Will be gOne soon.
Hahas! Am currently @ bishan's swensens . The queue is so damn long that I've got some time to post here(: I've just created a tumblr account using iPod as pictures could be uploaded at tumblr on d iPod:D
Lols. The days are getting abit boring, scary, and and and and awwwww. Time is flying and again I'm gonna say nothing much is done. Isn't it stupid. I'm always saying that. *sigh* I shall stop saying that.
It's been one month plus since I'm here. (: talked to Sean aka liwei yesterday and he reminded me that we are aiming for A's! Hahaas. After the Adam khoo's camp, that's our promise.
Am glad that Kim & pei are on okay terms now(:
Swim swim swim! I LovES SWIMMInG!!!!!!!
Yesterday, min sis and I stupidly bought an earpiece with speaker thinking that it's for iPod. Turns out that it's actually for computer): wasted money. But well, money can be saved again!!!!!!
I shall end here. Have got nothing to add on. BORED. Hahaahhaahs!
Anw my tumblr link is http://zIhUi-lOveS-bAbYtIggeR.tumblr.com :D
anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME TMR EH!! :D hahas! Thks pple who buy me present, do cards, say happy birthday(: I APPRECIATES them(: even if it's just a small gesture(:
Lols. The days are getting abit boring, scary, and and and and awwwww. Time is flying and again I'm gonna say nothing much is done. Isn't it stupid. I'm always saying that. *sigh* I shall stop saying that.
It's been one month plus since I'm here. (: talked to Sean aka liwei yesterday and he reminded me that we are aiming for A's! Hahaas. After the Adam khoo's camp, that's our promise.
Am glad that Kim & pei are on okay terms now(:
Swim swim swim! I LovES SWIMMInG!!!!!!!
Yesterday, min sis and I stupidly bought an earpiece with speaker thinking that it's for iPod. Turns out that it's actually for computer): wasted money. But well, money can be saved again!!!!!!
I shall end here. Have got nothing to add on. BORED. Hahaahhaahs!
Anw my tumblr link is http://zIhUi-lOveS-bAbYtIggeR.tumblr.com :D
anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME TMR EH!! :D hahas! Thks pple who buy me present, do cards, say happy birthday(: I APPRECIATES them(: even if it's just a small gesture(: