SHIT):

Whyyyy??? Why must call us to quit? Just cos they're worried.. But well, what u mean by nxt time we grow up different? Aren't y'all gonna get worried for us too? Tats like well, I dun think it makes any difference. It's just u dun wan us to work this job! But the prob is it's my first job. My first experience @ work. My first time getting to work with a grp of working class. First time experiencing certain things. So a office job will be better? Yea sure. Den office job dun have politics? Is it really that easy? Why dun u let us experience our new job the wayy we want? Why must we go office job?? Just so that y'all can stop worrying. But I wonder when will y'all stop worrying. When will y'all stop assuming bout certain things. Well, I can say tat I'm sick of it. But I know that I should be grateful for all these. So that leaves my fate in someone else hand? Which means I'm gonna quit my job, say bye to all nice college, say bye to working towards being polite? Say bye to my first job. N den move on to the second job, an office wrk. Well, what I think is tat if I really does that, I'm gonna leave my fate by following my palm lines. There's no career line on my hand I think. It's an anyhow prediction in the book, I'm not suppose to believe that. But well, it might be true. If I changes job so easily, I'm sure tat I'm nt gonna stay in any job often. No job will satisfy any expectation. Tats what I've thought. Nvm. Let me not think too much. Byebye.

unexpected things in life~

Anw, today is kind of a tedious dayyyy. Can't put it into words. It's just a thought. & I hOpe so that I dun need to endure in my job. Cos endure meant that I'm trying to pull through difficult times. I dun wanna endure. I wanna enjoy. I wanna be passionate bout what I'm about to do. Wanna be passionate bout what's given to me. Passionate bout everything that I'm dealing with in life. Only if I am passionate, den, I can enjoy in everything that I do. So please. Let me be passionate. Passionate is a word that's gonna help in keeping me alive & energetic. Being passionate will allow me to experience things that maybe I would have nvr imagined myself doing.

I'm kinda writing very long. Somehow, I know that it's a phase in life where we're gonna learn. Somehow, I didn't imagine work life to seem so tedious. So please. Let me take work life as something thAt is gonna be enjoyable. Let it be a different comment from others. Let my life of working be something that's gonna worth my youth. Worth my effort. Let me put in effort yea? Guess today I'm so !!!!!!!!! Lengthy.!!!!! Hahahahahahahas!!!!

I wonder what will Tmr be like. I just know that work is nvr the same as studies. Why doesn't the sch prepare much for us in working life??? Maybe sch does. Just no one actually learnt much? But maybe, as a leader in cca , having some experience will allow me to see things in a easy way. Let's hope so. Tmr, working afternoon shift. Damn. Will be going home late at night. Knew that pple will be worried. But how? I'm gonna face it someday. So earlier n ltr. Whats the difference. Wonder will there be anyone gd that'll fetch me home.

Bye. JIAYOU!!
SMILES!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmmmm. TMR

Somehow, I figured out that we must look forward to TMR's!!!! Hmmmmm... But Tmr will be my training for job at uniqlo!! Hope everything goes well for me n everyone yea!!!!

Just now, just finished reading a book titled 'going too far' the author I didn't rmb. Hahahahas! But it's an exciting n real interesting book!! It's romantic too!! It's so nice!! So sweet what pple does!! It's kinda nice. Dunno how to describe. Guess it's another one of my crazyyy indulgence in books yea. Will anything like tat ever happen ? Will anything like tat happen to me? Idk?! N why am I thinking bout these kind of weird things? Whyyyyyyyyy. But anw, that's crazyy! N I think everyone will have their own interesting life story. I wonder how will mine turns out to be like.

Anw, I can stop dreaming! Shall really sleep!! Today I tried on my makeup!! The eye liner definitely fails on my eyes!! Guess I can't use it!! Nvr will use it again!! Wasted $16.90 on the eye liner. Damn. But at least i've tried yea!!! Hahahahahhahahas!!! I have only this little knowledge bout makeup! Kinda find it weird!! Just hope nothing goes wrong to my faceeeeeeee(: better slp now!! LOooooooong training tmr!!

Au revoir!! Love everyone whO loves me:D

COnfused

Seriously, I'm getting confused recently. So much I guess. Haix. What's with all these things eh? Hmmmmmm. How am I suppose to reply to certain things? How should I act? Anw, what nonsense am I talking now?! Sleep uh!!!!

Pple(:

Yoz! Blogging again!! Actually wanna just write in my diary. But I have too many things to write about. Just too many. N I shall continue some other time(:

Just talked to some pple on an app. There's this person whom I think is really very matured in his thinking. Nvr knew will meet such a person to talk to on the net. Hahahahhahahas. N somehow, I've met too much idiotic perv! So somehow, it's quite rare to meet gd pple. It's like how u can't judge a book by it's cover. Until u talk to the person, den u will truly know what the person is like. He's definitely a friend worth to know. It's been so long since I've thought someone is a friend worth to kno on the Internet. I hope that I'm not wrong to say that.

Anw, the interview today was okay. I didn't manage to study much today cos I'm suddenly caught in some kind of weird emotions. Something I can't seem to get it away frm me. And I'm trying to see what is the something. How am I gonna get rid of it. Seriously. Why am I feeling like that. I dun even kno why am I feeling like that. I can't feel who is the person that is seriously making me feel so bad. Idk. I wanna find out. And I will find out soon so that I can let it get away from me. I need to know why I'm feeling like that. Anw, I shall get back to Talkin to pple before the wireless goes off!!!!!

Au revoir:D

Typo!!!!!!

Oh man!!! When I looked back @ my previous post, it's like so much of typo!!! Maybe there's something to do with this iPod helping me change words man!!!!!! Oh myyyy!! Haahhaahahahahahas!!!

Anw, it's freaking mOrning 7:16am!!!!! Hahaas:D I'm awake but lying in bed. Am I lazy? I wonder if my headache had went awayyyyyyyy!!!!!!

Tmr is my LAST PAPER!!!! Woooohoooooo!!!!!! Graduating!!!! Where should I go next? I've so many things that I wanna do!! But which will I success in?! Does it matter if I success or not? Is life about being successful? I guess not yea? Shall live life to the MAX. guess this will be the real meaning den(: hmmmm.... Will talk about what I'm gonna choose someday(:

Goodbye! Au revoir!!

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Hahahahahas! Tmr gonna go interview with weisi n my cuz!! Wanna how it'll be like mr eh!!!! Hahahahahs!!



Anw, time flies! I'm gonna say good bye to so many pple!! Those funny times in class will be gone!! All those funny pple!! I'll keep them in my memory. Or maybe, i shall jote those memories down yea?



Anw, life flies. And pple grow frm young, to adult, to become old n die. Wonders where will that bring us. Wonder what's the true meaning of life. Sometimes, when I'm talking to certain unknown pple on the Internet, I feel as if I know the person. However, when I turns around, everything changes. How's that??

And hmmmmmm. Wth! Met those perv on Internet. Screw those pple! Why those the world consist of so many kinds of pple. Somehow, I dun even know if I knows anyone. It's like one moment, u trust the person n everythin. But the other moment comes n I'll have all my doubts with me. Sometimes, I dunno why I reacts a certain way towards certain pple. I hope I'll figure it out one of these days yea?

Anw, yesterday I've cleared all my files n books out. Gonna recycle 2/3 of them n 1/3 of them i'm gonna pass to Eugene. He said he wanna take o lvl . Take as private candidate. Hope everything will go well for him ba.

Today, have had BIG HEADACHE TAT CAUSED ME TO NOT KNOW WHAT I'M DOING. haix. So stupid. But nvm. Anw, think I better slp or tmr will have headache!!!!!

And oso!! I realised that lots of pple present their true feelings better on blog. Is it unsafe? But nvm. Anw, I'm not gonna reveal all my feelings here man. Loop holes here n there!!:P