Cafe. Waiting. Love.

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一个人

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每个人都在等一个人，等一个能看见你与众不同的, 那一个人。

This is by far the MOST FUNNIEST movie of the year. Really glad that Miko had asked me to catch this movie with her! Because I wont know who'll willingly wanna watch this mandarin movie with me. I did not watch the trailers at all! But this movie's really great! And awesome & funny! 

The male character in this movie is so cute! & the female is so pretty with big eyes! This movie is really really funny!!!! Anyway this guy in the movie reminds me of the guy I met in OBS during my secondary school years. That guy that I had a crush on. It was a funny story. Dimples always reminds me of that 'crush' story. A crush's just a crush. 

Anyway so here's my EACH A CUP date,Miko!!!! Our supposedly 'tradition' when meeting up(; 

Haven't keep up with this 'tradition' for our previous meetups! And it was really great drinking each a cup again after sooooo long!!! I had Blue Corals while Miko had Champagne Grape!!! 

Anyway thats all for today! Im tired, but the movie is really great!!! So so so glad that miko asked me to watch with her^^

Love,

Z

Right Infront. Dont look back.

Dear Z,

Sometimes I guess I need to do myself a favor. The steps to move on. Maybe sometimes I really need to discard anything and everything related to J in order to move on a new journey.

I know.

That Im staring at happiness right in front of me right now. Its like the path has been laid out. And I know there's 2choices. 1 is to look forward & looking forward is obviously simple happiness. Another one is stay at the same spot & thinking about the past, that thing you call the first love. 

Right smack in front of my face is really happiness. Everytime I see S, its this happy feeling. This smile from ear to ear. But then, sometimes I just digs my own grave.

& right, the past is indeed difficult to forget. Its becoming so true, that these memories are memories & they dont fade. Im walking into the future into happiness, but sometimes photos I saw of J posted by his sister just makes me fade into the past. Maybe it's time, just unfollow the people that means nothing anymore. Seeing one photo led me to look for more about his life, whats happening, and then the past eats me up just that little bit. 

How. Just how does anyone ever move on and forget that love you've ever loved. How can anyone forget a person that gave you so much to remember? & forgetting the feelings & that heart that beat so strongly, and stood so strongly for someone ever. 

I can do it. I will do it. I will move on well. Move on properly. & I will love wholeheartedly again.

Love,

Z 

Another Step Another Mile. Story of your Life

Okie my title was just a random lyrics from my favourite song 'Only a Mountain' by Jason Castro. 

So anyway, yesterday was a pretty great day! Finally planning to go Timbre with Jamie after almost half a year of saying we're going together.

And so, I met up with her to catch 'If I Stay'... I don't know but I just have a thing for movies related to life love music. Initially after watching the trailer, I thought it's just gonna be another movie that is just-a-movie.. However, I actually had tears rolling down my face watching this damn movie! Its so heart wrenching. Those love. Those passion. That willpower. It has a touch of reality in it. That fear of losing people in life. 

Anyway in summary I cried watching it. Haha so embarassing. The second movie this year that I've actually watched and had tears rolling down my cheeks. The other movie was The Fault in Our Stars. Guess these movies are awesome! I could watch them forever and keep crying from watching them. 

After movie, we went to try L'ATELIAR. Supposedly some quite nice tiramisu to be found there. Went there expecting to taste some really great cakes! But they're just shit. P.s. Im not a fannnnn of cakes. 

We actually painted our nails! No monday Blues(((;

Us having sun shining right at our face! 

And it's time for Timbre! 

Yupp, just a small table of food but we're REALLY REALLY FULL.... 

Tried this drink which I forgot the name of. But it taste like Mojito with cucumbers. Hahahaha. The day ended, and lovely Samantha picked Jamie & I up from Mrt outside & drop us at our house. So nice of him. Just the little nice things he does (: So glad that his tummy is much better from the food poisoning. 

It was nice to see him after a few days of not seeing him. It just feels so nice being able to see his face smiling at me, being able to hold his hands. Was chatting with him about how nice it is to see him again, & he told me that it feels like home. He sounded so much like that guy in the movie 'If I Stay'. Adam, the male character, actually said that to Mia (the girl in the movie) that she's his home. Something like that. Hahahahahaa. Such description of how a person feel about love, I thought would only be found in the movies. Hahahaha. I wonder how did that word ever comes out from Samantha. Did he really felt like that that he's describing how he felt? Or was that just words? 

Its so sweet huh. 

Love,

Z

Here's a song that was played in the movie.

http://youtu.be/450p7goxZqg

Cos All of Me      Loves all of You

Gone were the days

Just how many times do I need to look back into the past to realize that those memories stays where they are & fade where they should? 

I was looking for one photo to show Jamie when I started flipping through my facebk photos. Those photos that people tagg me in. The past few years were indeed memorable. And yet when I look back, I somehow regretted those people that I drifted away from, due to my relationship. That lively group of teammates, my seniors that treated me well. Those same batch of swimmates that never stop encouraging me when my faith in myself drop to almost zero. The people that cheered on for me during my Bronze Medallion (Lifeguard) test. 

Swimming was something I gave up during poly yrs, but its also something that had impacted me the most during the years. Lifesaving is something I never imagined myself in. Although I didn't achieve anything during the 3yrs in Poly, did not really push myself for studies, I could say that during the times of training, I've push my own limits. I've felt like drowning when Im training to be a lifesaver. 

I've felt the disappointment of failing, and understood that learning process is more important. Failing is alright, learning is more important. The 3years are the years that I've failed the most in my whole life till now. 

Anyway just a thought a today. Looking back. Thinking about the past & now. Thinking about schooling days. Im getting back to school. What kind of ZiHui will I turn out to be right now?

Love,

Z

Song

Top of the World -Carpenters-

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world 🎶

& I want to listen to this song, & sing this song many many many years later & stil feel the same kind of love.

Its like the heart could still dance 🎶

Wake me up when September Ends

In this love, I see us making the days count instead of counting the days. It's almost 1month since we're together. I don't see myself anticipating to count the 1month, 2month, 3months mark of monthsary like I used to in the past. I see myself looking forward to the days with him, anticipating to know him better everyday and vice versa. For the days to unwind slowly, for myself to embrace this love. Anticipating for obstacles to come & for us to go through our lives together. I don't know what the future holds, but Im kind of stumbling bravely into it. 

Am I?

Hello all,

The title for today's post was just me being random :p 

Here comes september!!! And as I get consumed with living a life again, I forgot about doing little things to show people that I appreciate them! Today is teachers' day! Without social media, I'll have forgotten about such important day! It's been ages since I last visit my secondary school teachers! Never forget how much they mean to me. Those days, those encouragements, those beliefs they have in me. It's priceless gifts. 

Anyway!!!! I finally got a confirmation letter from MDIS!!!! UNI!!! Here I come!!!!!! Ignite the HARDWORKING ZIHUI in meeeeeee!!!

Love,

Z