:D smile smile(: it's off dayyyy todayyyyy

Yoz!!!! Hello to anyone reading this. But den, dun think anyone will be even reading this.(: anw, time dashes pass really fast!!!!! Damn!!! It's 1st December today!!!!! I have so many things to do!!! Who can give me time?! Think I must cherish every moments that I've got!!!! Hmmmmmmm. My throat hurts a little!! Didn't drink enough water!!!!! Awwwwww!!!!! Anw, Tmr working afternoon!! Think min sis oso!! Den must meet her after work?! Hope she will be on time!! Hahahahahahahahahas!!! Maybe I will be the one late?! Hmmmmm. Anw, I haven't eat the sweet Eugene gave me!! It melted !! Hahahahhaahhahs!!! I wanna eat chocolate!! But my throat................... Anw, I'm so busy today!!!!! No time!!! Hahahaas!!! When I've got the time , I spent it adding colleges on facebk!! Hahahahahaas!!!!

Wonder what's in store Tmr!! Hahahahahahs!!!! I Miss everyone!!!! It's so true that it's amazing that strangers meet n become friends!! U kno, there's this chain msg.... Anw, I miss all my friends!!! Iisss everyone!!'n my relatives n all!!! N ppls I nvr see for so long!!!! Anw, I should sleep soon!!! But I'm talking to pple when I've got the chance!! Hope my throat gets better!!

I'm gonna say Tmr will be a better day:D
Hope relatives won't call me to quit uniqlo job. HahHhahahahaas!!
Hmmmmmmmm.. LOOk forward Tmr(: just take a look @ funny n weird customer!!! I can seriously laugh!! But that's so unprofessional as a working class?? Hmmm. I must control my laughter!!(:

Au revoir!! Post soon(:

SHIT):

Whyyyy??? Why must call us to quit? Just cos they're worried.. But well, what u mean by nxt time we grow up different? Aren't y'all gonna get worried for us too? Tats like well, I dun think it makes any difference. It's just u dun wan us to work this job! But the prob is it's my first job. My first experience @ work. My first time getting to work with a grp of working class. First time experiencing certain things. So a office job will be better? Yea sure. Den office job dun have politics? Is it really that easy? Why dun u let us experience our new job the wayy we want? Why must we go office job?? Just so that y'all can stop worrying. But I wonder when will y'all stop worrying. When will y'all stop assuming bout certain things. Well, I can say tat I'm sick of it. But I know that I should be grateful for all these. So that leaves my fate in someone else hand? Which means I'm gonna quit my job, say bye to all nice college, say bye to working towards being polite? Say bye to my first job. N den move on to the second job, an office wrk. Well, what I think is tat if I really does that, I'm gonna leave my fate by following my palm lines. There's no career line on my hand I think. It's an anyhow prediction in the book, I'm not suppose to believe that. But well, it might be true. If I changes job so easily, I'm sure tat I'm nt gonna stay in any job often. No job will satisfy any expectation. Tats what I've thought. Nvm. Let me not think too much. Byebye.

unexpected things in life~

Anw, today is kind of a tedious dayyyy. Can't put it into words. It's just a thought. & I hOpe so that I dun need to endure in my job. Cos endure meant that I'm trying to pull through difficult times. I dun wanna endure. I wanna enjoy. I wanna be passionate bout what I'm about to do. Wanna be passionate bout what's given to me. Passionate bout everything that I'm dealing with in life. Only if I am passionate, den, I can enjoy in everything that I do. So please. Let me be passionate. Passionate is a word that's gonna help in keeping me alive & energetic. Being passionate will allow me to experience things that maybe I would have nvr imagined myself doing.

I'm kinda writing very long. Somehow, I know that it's a phase in life where we're gonna learn. Somehow, I didn't imagine work life to seem so tedious. So please. Let me take work life as something thAt is gonna be enjoyable. Let it be a different comment from others. Let my life of working be something that's gonna worth my youth. Worth my effort. Let me put in effort yea? Guess today I'm so !!!!!!!!! Lengthy.!!!!! Hahahahahahahas!!!!

I wonder what will Tmr be like. I just know that work is nvr the same as studies. Why doesn't the sch prepare much for us in working life??? Maybe sch does. Just no one actually learnt much? But maybe, as a leader in cca , having some experience will allow me to see things in a easy way. Let's hope so. Tmr, working afternoon shift. Damn. Will be going home late at night. Knew that pple will be worried. But how? I'm gonna face it someday. So earlier n ltr. Whats the difference. Wonder will there be anyone gd that'll fetch me home.

Bye. JIAYOU!!
SMILES!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmmmm. TMR

Somehow, I figured out that we must look forward to TMR's!!!! Hmmmmm... But Tmr will be my training for job at uniqlo!! Hope everything goes well for me n everyone yea!!!!

Just now, just finished reading a book titled 'going too far' the author I didn't rmb. Hahahahas! But it's an exciting n real interesting book!! It's romantic too!! It's so nice!! So sweet what pple does!! It's kinda nice. Dunno how to describe. Guess it's another one of my crazyyy indulgence in books yea. Will anything like tat ever happen ? Will anything like tat happen to me? Idk?! N why am I thinking bout these kind of weird things? Whyyyyyyyyy. But anw, that's crazyy! N I think everyone will have their own interesting life story. I wonder how will mine turns out to be like.

Anw, I can stop dreaming! Shall really sleep!! Today I tried on my makeup!! The eye liner definitely fails on my eyes!! Guess I can't use it!! Nvr will use it again!! Wasted $16.90 on the eye liner. Damn. But at least i've tried yea!!! Hahahahahhahahas!!! I have only this little knowledge bout makeup! Kinda find it weird!! Just hope nothing goes wrong to my faceeeeeeee(: better slp now!! LOooooooong training tmr!!

Au revoir!! Love everyone whO loves me:D

COnfused

Seriously, I'm getting confused recently. So much I guess. Haix. What's with all these things eh? Hmmmmmm. How am I suppose to reply to certain things? How should I act? Anw, what nonsense am I talking now?! Sleep uh!!!!

Pple(:

Yoz! Blogging again!! Actually wanna just write in my diary. But I have too many things to write about. Just too many. N I shall continue some other time(:

Just talked to some pple on an app. There's this person whom I think is really very matured in his thinking. Nvr knew will meet such a person to talk to on the net. Hahahahhahahas. N somehow, I've met too much idiotic perv! So somehow, it's quite rare to meet gd pple. It's like how u can't judge a book by it's cover. Until u talk to the person, den u will truly know what the person is like. He's definitely a friend worth to know. It's been so long since I've thought someone is a friend worth to kno on the Internet. I hope that I'm not wrong to say that.

Anw, the interview today was okay. I didn't manage to study much today cos I'm suddenly caught in some kind of weird emotions. Something I can't seem to get it away frm me. And I'm trying to see what is the something. How am I gonna get rid of it. Seriously. Why am I feeling like that. I dun even kno why am I feeling like that. I can't feel who is the person that is seriously making me feel so bad. Idk. I wanna find out. And I will find out soon so that I can let it get away from me. I need to know why I'm feeling like that. Anw, I shall get back to Talkin to pple before the wireless goes off!!!!!

Au revoir:D

Typo!!!!!!

Oh man!!! When I looked back @ my previous post, it's like so much of typo!!! Maybe there's something to do with this iPod helping me change words man!!!!!! Oh myyyy!! Haahhaahahahahahas!!!

Anw, it's freaking mOrning 7:16am!!!!! Hahaas:D I'm awake but lying in bed. Am I lazy? I wonder if my headache had went awayyyyyyyy!!!!!!

Tmr is my LAST PAPER!!!! Woooohoooooo!!!!!! Graduating!!!! Where should I go next? I've so many things that I wanna do!! But which will I success in?! Does it matter if I success or not? Is life about being successful? I guess not yea? Shall live life to the MAX. guess this will be the real meaning den(: hmmmm.... Will talk about what I'm gonna choose someday(:

Goodbye! Au revoir!!

Post Created Nov 10, 2010 10:38:46 PM

Hahahahahas! Tmr gonna go interview with weisi n my cuz!! Wanna how it'll be like mr eh!!!! Hahahahahs!!



Anw, time flies! I'm gonna say good bye to so many pple!! Those funny times in class will be gone!! All those funny pple!! I'll keep them in my memory. Or maybe, i shall jote those memories down yea?



Anw, life flies. And pple grow frm young, to adult, to become old n die. Wonders where will that bring us. Wonder what's the true meaning of life. Sometimes, when I'm talking to certain unknown pple on the Internet, I feel as if I know the person. However, when I turns around, everything changes. How's that??

And hmmmmmm. Wth! Met those perv on Internet. Screw those pple! Why those the world consist of so many kinds of pple. Somehow, I dun even know if I knows anyone. It's like one moment, u trust the person n everythin. But the other moment comes n I'll have all my doubts with me. Sometimes, I dunno why I reacts a certain way towards certain pple. I hope I'll figure it out one of these days yea?

Anw, yesterday I've cleared all my files n books out. Gonna recycle 2/3 of them n 1/3 of them i'm gonna pass to Eugene. He said he wanna take o lvl . Take as private candidate. Hope everything will go well for him ba.

Today, have had BIG HEADACHE TAT CAUSED ME TO NOT KNOW WHAT I'M DOING. haix. So stupid. But nvm. Anw, think I better slp or tmr will have headache!!!!!

And oso!! I realised that lots of pple present their true feelings better on blog. Is it unsafe? But nvm. Anw, I'm not gonna reveal all my feelings here man. Loop holes here n there!!:P

Hehheeeeeee. Guilty or what?

Anw, idk why my eyes are stucked here!!!! Obsessed uh!! Bb!!!

Yoz(: back till9pm(:

Yoz! Nothing to post! O lvl is coming(: and and hmmmmmm. Idk what to write. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
Maybe goodbye !!!!!!!!(: I'll be back in one month ++++++++++ time.(: seeya!! Goodluck n workhard pple(:

yOooooz

" A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away."
- Arabian Proverb


"It is better to be in chains with friends , than to be in a garden with strangers."
-Persian Proverb -Sent in by Shawn

hahahaaaaaas
so bored. so i shall post anything:D

sometimes, life is just so unpredictable. maybe it always is. who knows yea?

anw, i didnt use com for fun!!! i was scanning ss notes to sean aka liwei. hahahahahahas
i'll always be willing to help others if im able to(:

anw, so thats the reason im using com. ltr im gonna find nainai(: hhaahaaaaas

anw, prelims are almost over. its just 55 days to O levels.!!! tell me who is not nervous right? hahahaaaaaaas

JIAYOU pple!!!
bonne chance!!!!!!!!
and my goodluck charm is my cuz photo. she edited and send me. with hahahaaaas. so every morning since prelims, i see her face!!! hahahhaaaas!!!!!!

BYE FOR REAL(:

Gonna miss iPod(: for the songs man(: I'm gonna live without earpiece in my ears for few months(: not gonna try with damn phone. Seems like it'll spoil anytime. Damn.

Love watching vam diary.

Goodbye(: aurevoir!

NO TITLE LUH:P

HOHOHOHOOOOOO. hehee. Well, I'm here to talk nonsense. Hahahahahahahs! Recently, I haven't been doing much things. Damn me? Hahahas! Well, today's deyi star is freaking shocking. The RESULTS. for the lower sec. Hmmmmmmmm. Anw, I'll still want to say tat they r great. Cos they brought up their courage to be out there in their grp or alone to perform.how many pple would have that much courage? Hahahas! But well, I still laugh and got shock due to some kind of human behaviour. Hahahahaahhas! Now I'm blaming on humans behaviour? Well dOne ZIHUI(:

Hahahs. I think I've got no motivation in me. I'm clueless as to where I wants to go. I'm a teenager lost in her own lalaland. Wouldn't it be awesome if lalaland truly exist? I loves to indulge myself in fiction bOoks. I love it when things happens in a nice and sweet way in story books. Maybe, as how I always hope/wants it to be, Im just hoping for things to become reality. Somehow. And not knowing how that'll work. Idk what i really wants to be. What I really love to be deep inside my heart. What what what what. Can anyone tell me?

Au revoir:D

Indulging in the HAPPY FICTION WORLD(:

Omg man! Wanna post a post on blog and this dumb app isn't working well. Well, I'm just gonna go off talking bout zihui's crap here. Hmmm. It isn't crap(: it's zihui's thingy. Hahhas! Just finished indulging myself in this book titled perfect you by Elizabeth Scott. It's an awesome book. It Isn't at all cliche. Ahhaas. But well. Nice.

I'll love to have that bf name WILL MILLER. Hahahs! So u kno tat meaning bout me indulging in fiction world? I feels happy for the character in there(: and whichever nice man is in there, I'll grow to love them too. Isn't it insane? Here's a phrase:
•Things change. Stuff happens. Life goes on! •

A nice phrase in this book. This book is recommended to all. Ahhaahhas!!! Goodbye! -26july2020-

Anw, can post now:D heheeee. Say 'á bientôt(:'

♥ αΜΟυℜ gℜ❘♡ ™

Hahhahaas! What a haste to post something here. 3min to news @9:30. Ahahahas. Actually wanna post pic. But this app has got some prob. Thus, I'm not able to do so. What shit is this. But I'm going to live with it (obviously), cos there's nothing I can do. Hmmmm.

Today's listening is just normal like any other days. FINALLY! O LVL CHINESE IS GONE!!! wooohooo!! Nice!!! But here comes so many other sub! My worries are all on eng & chem!!!!!! Haixxxx......

Bye peeps(: 1st august is time to surrender iPod. Hohoooooo.........

I MISS HIM. I LOVE THEM(:

Hahahahahahas. Hmmmmm. I'm really fortunate:D just now, relatives were talking about travelling. And it linked to a place where my 奶奶went before. What she depicted sounds like a place I've been to. And she said,"yeah. I brought u there before" and den, granny say how I'm so fortunate when my 爷爷 is there. Cos, whenever they're going abroad, grandpa will insist on bringing me!! And he dotes on me(: and when I'm young, I've the fortune to travel with them so many many times. Thus, traveling is part of my memory:D I LOVE 爷爷&奶奶 (: haix. But grandpa isn't here now. And I miss him...... I think if he's here, he'll give me the answer to all my doubts. But he isn't here anymore. How I wish I can talk to him........)': and I'm gonna cherish granny now(:

Byebye(:

100 a NICE but hOrrifying numberrrr?

Woooooohooooooo man! 100 days!! So shOrt!!!!! Awww man!! 1 sub 10 days!! Possible??? Yeah man!!! But ahhhhhhhh!! Sleep is my passion. Ahha? What kind of passion is it? Hmmmm. SWIMMING IS MY PASSION!! yoohooo! Erms. Hahahaahas. I'll prOmise weisi I shall not go EBUDDY. pple! SEE ME IN EBUDDY MUSN't talk to me! Hahahahaaas!

Erms. Wanted todo hmwk. Distracted? Pig man! Hhahas! I hope I can be the rabbit in that picture! Nice surroundings which I yearns to be @ currently. Bring me there!!!! Someone!! I wanna go TIOMAN ISLAND!! papa say he'll bring me there!! Hope the idiotic thing won't come on that day. Hahahahas!!!

Erms. BYE!!!!

HEADACHE MONDAY):

Tiringgggggg. But not as tiring as those who did sOoooooo many more things than me! :D how I wish I can be the above peaceful water. So tranquil~ hmmmmmmmm. Anw, headache uh today. Thought I need coffee. Went to buy milk coffee in the morning but no use. Hahahahas! In the end, came home doing usual routine: bathe, lunch. And I felt miserably sick. Felt like sleeping, giddy): headache. So, blew my hair n went to sleep. And I just woke up. Wondering what to do. Hmmmmmmmm.

Haix. Hahahahaaas. What kind of lazy pig am I? Hahahahahas. Maybe, I can't miss my sleep. Felt some kind of laziness. Have got a feeling that period is coming-.-" pls come now!! And disappear on Sunday!! I wanna SWIM!!!!!!! but not a chance I guess): hate hate. Erm no. Dislike this-.- hahahaahas!!

Hmwk+revision time-.- if I don't start, guess I'll nvr start!!!
CANNOT!!!!

SUNNY SUNDAY:P

Hahahahahahahahaas! Today, I went swimming!!!!! SWIM SWIM SWIM!! swam a total of 17 laps. But they're not continuous. When I reach there, i swam 4 laps of frOg style for warm up. Nxt, actually wanted to swim 20 continuous lap. Swam 5 frOg style, 5 side stroke, and 3 free style. But after 2 side stroke, my side muscle PAIN!! so I stopped and practice breathing, and continue my laps till I finish 3 free style. I didn't manage to finish 20 laps as the water is stinging my eyes~ hahahhahas!

I WANT THAT GOGGLE THAT I LOST LAST YR!! MY FAVOURITE GOGGLES FRM ARENA!!!! Been with me since pri2!!! It's spongy !!! The place where it contacts with my eyes!!! DOnt like any other goggles. Hahahahahahahas!!!!!!!!!

Anw, the first word that jia en says is 'mummum' hahahahahas!!! So cuteeee!!!

Anw, I'm gotta take a nap now and wake up @ 3!!!! Nights! Erm, afternoon!!!!!! :D

á bientôt~

Omg!

Oh myyyy! I can't stand it!!! Mum keep nagging at my ears!!!!! She say something, I wanna let her kno something, but she just doesn't gets it!!!!!!!! What's wrong with sleeping in è afternoon so that I can get active n do hmwk???? Lols!!!! She say can get used to not sleeping!!! But wat!!!! Tired leh!!

Sleeping is a joy(: not everyone can have it. A joy that I won't have when I grew older. A joy tat keeps me peaceful. A joy that I loves. Guess no one will understand! Except for fourth aunt maybe(: cos she like sleeping too!! A joy man!!!!!

And tsk tsk. Even if I study at night, I won't disturb them what!!! And I dun study till late lo!! Latest only 11!! Den keep saying sleep, den do hmwk in è night den nvr sleep!!!! She just dun understand man!!!! No use of nagging de lo!!!!! I tell her things, when she say things, she oso dun get it. Thus, I retaliate and dun get her too can? However, I just understand.

HOW I WISH I WAS A YOUNG ZIHUI AGAIN. HAVE MY GRANDPA N PPLE I LOVE(: AND I CAN SLEEP IN É AFTERNOON LEH!!!!!!!

Byebye!

Lazyyy meeeee

I've been slacking today. Such a stupid thing, yet nice thing to do. I wonder when will I start being hardworking. Hahahahaaas! Haix.

Tmr's schedule:
•early in e morning no more late reporting, but have EMATHS MOCK!!!
•sch, lesson(: .....
•after sch, O lvls oral !! I'm é first candidate!!! N I think I've said it many times!!!!! Hahahahaha! Awww Mann! Hope I dun get nervous tmr(:

Today went nicely, except, not much attention was spent in poA's class today:O dun understand INCOMPLETE RECORDS....
was bitten by weisi AGAIN!! hahahahas!!! So omg! My bones!! Hahahahhahaha:D

Anw, guess I shall go now. I must haixx. Erm no. Is must try harder for eng chi poa n CHEM!!!

bonne nuit. But I'm not sleeping yet.

Are sorrows meant to be shared?

Hahahaas. Well, I'm not gonna be on about how sad or happy life can be. However, I wonder what's so wrong or correct bout them all. I am a person full of doubts. Guess things will just nvr change. Neither will anyone tell me what's so wrong or right bout so many things.

At times, I am really tired to accommodate with everything. But yet, people are maybe, accommodating to me too. Im just so doubtful bout things. What's this thing about being happy? Why can I be so smiley n happy ? Is it true that I have many sorrows hidden within myself? I nvr will kno. Till the day I really dare to face them all. But once again, there's really too much positive things to see to than to feel sad. Why will there be just this one such person that wants me to open up myself? Can I really trust that?

And who will that person be? I nvr will kno. Who in this world will make me know myself? Is the answer me myself? Or is the answer' find out myself'

Sometimes, I think that's the reason why I wanna travel to peaceful places is that that'll be the place where I can sit and think bout my life. The place where no one will see me cry openly when I'm sad. Hahaahaaas. Please. I wanna go to that place. Will someone bring me there? I guess not?

Byebyes(:
Au revoir.
I must stop dwelling too deep.

Wooooooooo!

My hmwk mode hasn't set in, and I'm praying, erm nah. Can't pray for these things de. I'm imagining that I'm gonna finish them by tonight:D will! I will! Hmmmmmmmmmm. Hahahahas. Dun really trust myself. Aiyo. Hahahahas

Anyway, I realise that when I see the pple around me, those that I know, being happy, I'll inevitably feel happy too:D so I think that it's not my own happiness that's important. Maybe if I observe further through my years, I might just observe that I would like the pple around me to be happy always. Reason being, that is one way that I'll be happy too.

And I THINK. BEING HAPPY IS ALL ABOUT OTHERS BEING HAPPY:D

Byebyes. Guess it's finally time to full time concentrate on my HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENTS!! :O

Pple r weird.

•Sometimes, I think that pple r truly weird. They say that they hate somebody without caring bout their feelings. Idiots I think. But now I've learnt something. Not to take what others say , that might be true about me , to my heart. Why? Cos I realise that they r so weird till they wanna shout out loud to tell me that they actually hate themselves indirectly.

•One day, u r not gonna be someone that is close to me like how u think u r. Cos I realise that u actually don't even care about me. U just shoot off words u like to say to insult me. Idiot but well, thanksfor reaching me some things that I might not have learnt from elsewhere.
& don't ever blame me for being heartless. It's something u did to me that made me wanna be that to u. Cos u don't deserve me being nice. & well, guess I don't deserve u to be nice to me(:

•pple comes and goes in ones life. But it's hard to find those who truly cares for u. For me, I just know that there's this one person in this world that I can confirm that truly cares for me. I'm elated to know that. I know there r others who really care. But do they genuinely cares? Who knows.?

): ): ):

I HATE PERIOD!!!!!!!! ):
PAIn!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna sleep now!!! But I dun wanna sleep! Cos I wanna complete hmwk by tmr!!!!!!
Haix!!!!!! PAINN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who can help?
Ans:no one):
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End of today's post. Waiting for mom to be back sothat I can rest without looking after sis(:
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PAIN!!!!

last day to use com before O's over(:

hahahas. now,i'm seriously gonna mean what i've said. this is gonna be the last time i use computer to play until after my O levels have ended(:
lets just say i really do wanna concentrate during these 4months left yea? 4months can seem to be long, however, it can be short too. its like my o lvl result is really gonna depend on what im doing for the rest of the months left before my big fat O levels is here. when i post on fb about how many days left for certain things, my relatives will tend to say that im too paranoid. but i think that its not being paranoid. its just knowing about my things. things that are happening. im just someone that doesnt choose to dream so much and just let days past by me. (:

im really gonna work hard now. i believe i can ace my sub if i do all the things that i needs to do. now, just hopes that my language will improve yeaa.
i'll try my best in everything. leaving my fickle mind aside about going where~
hahas!JIAYOUS to all my friends!!!!

below are photos that i've uploaded[obviously]

I WAANNA WATCH!!!!

last years pic~

simin's bday!!!!

half done deyi star banner

deyi star poster found in a class.

i help the cher do it, and she said it wasnt nice):

so dunno how to appreciate my effort-.-'' is it really ugly?

me & cuz with specs

me and cuz without specs. i think that wearing specs is a burden. but i needs it-.-''

weisi,jingwen,minji!

they use my phone and took this pic while im not there, and set as my wall paper-.-'' hahahaaas.

thats all

bye !

SIMIN's BELATED SURPRISE BDAYYY!!!!

Hahahaas! Met up with laylin & hehui ＂姐姐＂@bishan @11:15 today. I was lateeeee. Hahahaaas! & they bought cakes & lighter to go there. When we reached the serangoon MRT. we didn't knew which direction to go. And just bomb any way we like. Turns out, we walk till ST GABRIEL SEC there-.-" wrOng direction. Then, I asked a passerby the direction to simin's condo. But didn't knew what's the condos name!!!!! Turns out, sat taxi there:D n told the taxi driver the secondary sch near her house. THANKS HEHUI 'JIEJIE' for paying the taxi fee:D

Then, the next obstacle is to get in to the condo! It's 'sun ~~~~~'<<
Tell u!! Her expression is damn surprised!! She didn't expect me there tooo !! Happy for her:D but she thought I'll be joining them to orchard. BUT turns out I need to go home. Hahahahaaas!!! SO SORRY SIMIN!!!!!!!!!!): hahahaaas!! But happy shopping & Seoul gardening eh!!!!!!!!

When I'm going out of the condo, saw Eugene . Hahaas! When I reached simin's house previously , saw xue xin!! Hahahaaaaaas!!!

Will upload photos when I'm using the com. Hahahaaaas!

Tmr is class outing @ ecp. Hope everyone enjoys!!!!! I'll need to be home by 8pm!! Leaving @ 6!!! Hope I will rmb the road back to the busstop-.-""

Putting down(:

Think that going online is like wasting too much time. Talking to pple at times are just a waste of breath. Hmmm. Gonna quit from coming online, just gonna come once I awhile.(:

CAN I SAY BYE?
hmmm:D
KEEP SMILING!!
anw, saw mr koh today @bishan library! So good to see him!
Goodbye:D
It'll be nice if mr lim is still in d'art club:D

At times~

At times, I wonder about many things.

At times, I lOve many many things(:

At times, I hOpe to put down everything that's clinging to my life & live in my dreams wOrld

At times, I hOpe I can cry openly without being questioned by anyone

At times, I wish tO accomplish everything at one go

At times, I wish I can give up on every expectations

At times, I hOpe to live in doraemon world. Hahahas!

At times, I hOpe complicated things can be SIMPLe

At times, I hOpe to write down all my thoughts

At times, I'll stOp thinking tOo much & just gO with the flow like how I've been intending to.

Lols-.-" sianz. At times at times at times -.-" haahahhaaas!!

Byebyes(: I'll soon try quiting fb, blog, msn, whoshere, ireversi(:

ThE cOntradicting wOrld~~

At times, pple around us tend to have conflicts with each other. It saddens me to see my loved ones not getting on well with each other. I wonder why does pple in this world tend to hate each other at times. Is it really so hard to tolerate each other? Give in to each other? Idk. It's all just a messy little thing that's happening. When pple stops hating or disliking each other, it's den they realise how foolish they are in the past. Sometimes,it's all too late when one realise their foolishness. I hope non of this 'too late' things will happen.

Life is so beautiful when u see it in a beautiful way. Life can be miserable & life can be blissful too. It's just how we see it. Everything can seem to be very hard to overcome. But it can be easy to overcome too. Sometimes, it just takes some putting down on the things that are clinging to yourself. Put down those hateful thoughts. Don't worry too much about things. And world will seem to look brighter.

If ur world isn't getting any brighter, no one can help u to make it brighter. Even the hot & bright sun can't do that. The only person who can solve ur problem & make ur days brighter is u urself. Only you have the key to whyy ur days aren't bright. No one else can have the key to solve ur prob.

•Some people get angry because God put thorns on roses, while others praise him for putting roses among thorns.•

Anw, sometimes, things just goes on in some weird kind of ways. Life seems to be weird. I feels helpless whenever I am there to see anything happening & that I can't help to solve the problem. I hope I won't feel that anymore. Hmmmm..

Recently, I did not get focus with doing my holiday assignment . Come to think of it, O levels is gonna be over so damn soon. Everything will go well(: let's all get over with it. I must now learn to put down everything. Etc, msn, WH, ireversi,facebk(: hahahahhaaaas!!! I will soon(: I Hope(:

Byes:D

U TAKE THINGS 4 GRANTED. DO I?

Hmmmmph' anw, I'm like feeling damn idiot. It's like okayyy. If my friends see this, they'll say'hahahas! Zihui你本来就是吗' and I'll laugh too! But the idiot I'm feelig now is not the one that's funyyy. It's damn idiotically not funny.

Maybe, I shouldn't put this to heart. But I believe that everyone says something n they genuinely meant that. If they don't, they won't even say it! Like I'm now damn calm, n I feel hurt n stupid. It's like oh myy. How dare u say I'm ur maid. Anw, she might just be joking, but like I said, if someone is joking, i think it's still something they feel. It's like!!!! Does me being a good person, waking u up in é morning everyday makes me ur maid? Does me helping u charge ur phone & iPod makes me ur maid?! Like WTH can. But seriously. It's damn stupid. It's like I realised that I seriously hate pple who takes thing for granted. Seriously. I'm not angry , nor I'm hurt. I'm contradicting myself ehh. Hahahahaaas! Just! I finally knows the word to how I feel.

I DONT FEEL HURT, ANGRY, SAD. JUST HATE ..FOR TAKIG THINGS FR GRANTED . NOT TAKING THINGS. is taking me for granted.
I can't say I really hate pple who take things for granted. Cos i dunno whether if I take things for granted.....):

BYES FOR NOW(:
keep smiling!!!
Tmr will get better(: but I'll rmb tat always. But maybe not(: cos I forget things. If not I'll have bore too much grudges.

Report bOok~

•zihui is a cheerful & a serious student at the same time. This is a good attribute that will help her get better results•
^^^
Remarks

English. C6 51
Chinese. B4 60
Emath. A1 83.3
Amath. A2 74
Combined sci. B3 65.3
Combined humans. A1 75
Poa. B3 68

L1R5 ~ 16
L1B4 ~ 13

Grades dropped when compared to last yr's EOY. but anw, i'll improve

It time to work very hard on Chinese . Tmr will be the day for more intensive. Sleeping now so that I'll not be dozing off in the humid afternoon.. Hahaas!

I ♡ SWIMMING!!!
I ♡ ART!
I ♡ TRAVELLING!!
&!!!! SLEEPING ☺

•Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life♡

:D

Today's a nice day. Actually, nothing nice eh? It's super damn hOt! HOt like wOw!!! And intensive Chinese is shortened!!!! Yayyy! Cos of that emergency exercise! But guess what? That emergency exercise is like damn time consuming n we're like doing nothing. Except, there's this fun part where all deyians were drench in the pouring rain!!!! Hahaas!!!! Kind of gross after that cos of wrt shirt and warm weather.!!

Today, intends to finish two paper2 for Chinese. But am just too distracted by this movie,'the island' Thats being shown on channel5. Lame huh? But well, I'm like not that serious now. What's happening to me? Anw, everyone just hopes to pass O lvls soon!!! JIAYOUS!!

Anw, mango is nICE!!!
hahahaaas.gonna sleep, or I'll sleep tmr afternoon AGAIN!!!!!!! haixxxx!!!!
Hahahaaas.
Looking forward to class outing @Ecp. Fun or not? But I still have to collect class fund. Realised that I'll have to be damn responsible. Hahahaaas.

Sleep sleep soon:D
Nights!

Heeheee. Today's post abOut todayyyy.! Lols:D

Hahahas! é title is lame yeaaa? Well, today can be summarized as an uneventful, eventful, stressful, relaxed, NiCe day(:

Firstly, a relaxed & lazy morning for me. Next, a distracted & stress afternoon. Finally, NICE & again stress evening.
Well, not gonna elaborate much. But I'm not THAT stress when I states stress. It's just a word for describing. Stress cos my hmwk is not done. Reason being me myself & I being distracted , lazy, & relaxed:D hahahaas!

NICE evening for swimming! Still lose to papa:D after that, papa shared with me his army days when I asked him questions. Initially, we are talkng about OBS. afterwards, it linked to army army. Hahaaaas. ~I sometimes wonders. If papa Is educated with O levels cert, only if he's more hardworking, where will he now end up like? And would I even be here? Be the same me? Sometimes, there's just tOo many questions floating up in my brains. IF ONLY.....

Anw, didn't complete the third Chinese essay writing that I should've done. Hahaas. No 灵感. Well, Tmr morning will be the time to squeeze my brain juices to find some nice stories to write.(dun even know if I have it or not) hahas!

Went swimming, without wearing goggles as usual. This time round, I went with my parents, zishan, to sengkang. Many pple there. But I swim here and there. Next time, I'll work damn hard, and buy a house or condo, for all my precious relatives and stay together.! And it must have a poool. To swim swim swim:D yayyyy!

Anw, I realise too that friends comes and pass. One never knows who is gonna be forever friends and who is gonna be a 'hi bye friends'. But what I know is that cherishing pple that comes our way is impt. Cos what happens in the future is never something that we can know.

Hahahas.sleeping time!!!!! Awwwww!!!!!!!!!
So late so late. Tiring tiring tiring. Aiyaaaaaayaaaaaaaaa!
Nights nights:D to the eventful nightlife(: hellos to my nice and peaceful sleep.....heheee:D

Ahh life

It seemed to me that life for every different indivuals are truly different. It's never easy to feel for the others or stand in their shoes. It's hard to describe the feelings that we have without a wide range of vocab to use. English is seriously an importAnt subject. As important as mandarin. I shall try my very best in aceing in mandarin, and I will start reading the English dictionary to increase my vocab. Haha. Mad? I must accomplish that somehow. With determie I think.

Well, I'm slacking as usual. No. Actually it's only now. I must get back to the hardworking mode of mine yeah? I'll start after watching doraemon:D

Ahh study time! Anyways, read Michelle's and janice's blog. They have such nice vocabs to use, think I shall keep on reading their blog. Seems like a nice way to improve my language:D they r truly cousins eh. Both r great at the same thing:D I think it'll be called same same but different?

Yooohoooo. !! Backk!!

Good news!! Found d'arr club's symbol!!!! Yayyyy!!!!!! Damn happy due to that matter. Cos it'll be such a waste if it's gone!!!!

Anw, it's intensive period for Chinese/mother tongue now. It's just 10/9 days away from the big GIANT O levels. Haha! I wants an A not B4 !! I think I'm aiming too high sometimes. But it just seems right to aim for possible grades. Worst come to worst I can only want B3!! Oh noo!! I want an A1!!!!! Please please! I shall pray hard! Oh no!! I shall work extra super hard!!!! Wake early, sleep half way!! Oh no!! Kind of stupidly distracted!!!!!!!! Awww.

最近,我整天都阅读着华文的文章,做着摸拟考试，就是希望能考出个好成jī来。希望我的用功能带来礼想的成绩(is it this jī? And lí xiâng seems wrong)我想我还是别再说太多了。再说下去我就会失眠！hahas!

Lols huh?
Anw, Chinese!!!!! Seems like no chim words used. Don't know how to use.

Byebyes!
百曰阴雨总有晴!

The difficult feeling that's hard to express.

One might be wondering what feeling am I talking here. Feelings for what? It's just a feeling that difficult to be expressed. I suddenly felt like such a failure and a pessimist. Is that how I spells it? Anw, I gtg get back to my positive self soon or I'll start crying whenever I'm brought to this reality world.....

:O maddddddd

Goodnesss!!!!! I failed my Chinese paper 2!!!!!! OMG!!! it seems that I'm getting from bad to worst!!!! Maybe we underestimated language paper!!!! OMG!!! I can't think le!! It seems that it's all getting so stress n awwwwwwwwwww.

Today, went to watch 'the backup plan' with cihui, qinya, pj, meihui, & jy. Nice movie!!!!!!! Had hell lots of LAUGHTER!!!! god! And cihui is the crazy one that uncontrollaby laughs constantly! The way she laugh is damn amusing! I guess if Janice is there with us, we'll all laugh even much more as Janice's laughter is damn contagious!!!!

Anw, nice funny show!! I rmb that 'papa.this is a poopooo'!!!!!! Damn funny can?!!!!!

Now that it's at night, the movie has long been shifted into a memory of the past. I suddenly rmb this sad thing. Not sad. It's haix. Chinese paper 2 fail!!!! Damn it!!! Fail fail fail. Tmr will be better! But what?! Tmr is Saturday. It's like I won't be that smiley everytime anymore. I dunno how to keep on laughing and smiling while seeing my grades going a downfall. How ? I wonder and stay frighten for myself. I nvr did expect to get the grades for those papers. But to admit. I didn't put in much efforts for MYE. so who's at fault? Me. Why? Distracted. No iPod and com also can get distracted eh. Some wonders what I do at home. It's like I go straight home after sch. But guess what? Sleep? Haix. Omg. I shall start doing all those practices that I've neglected. Assessment books shall get done .

Byebyes. Talking more about all these makes me feel damn .....!!!!!! But well, guess I shouldn't complain much. No I shall not complain. (: smile smile smile smile.

OMG

Sometimes, things are just so unexpected in life. Everything is so not something that u think it is. Just like how I thought I'll pass chemistry and I fail it.

Well, MYE is gonna be some learning lessons for me. I shall not be sad over it. I shall embrace my wrong doings / mistakes. And I'll look forward towards my bright future. It'll be so bright thAt I'll need sunglasses!!! Lols!!!! I learnt that from a pictures.

I realise in life, things doesn't goes the way that everyone wants. Unexpected things comes our way and it's for ourselves to decide how to handle the problems. Whether it's good or bad, it might not matter. Cos what matters most is that we must learn from it. Uh oh!!! I seems to sound like my principal! God! All about learn from mistakes. Omg!! Suddenly rmb her voice. The slow talks. God. Well, haix.

Nxt thing. Sometimes, I feel that I must not hate pple. Hahas. Idun hate pple(: all r neutral. And some are great(: I wonder would I successfully find d'art club's symbol. I dun want it to be lost!!! Omg! How big can the school get?! Goodness. How I wish mr Sam lim is still in charge of d club. How I wish ms carol has all the experiences. Haix haix. I shall not worry too much. Guess it's all about taking one step at a time.

I'll get better scores tmr(: believing in myself(:

MYE over..

hahas! likes tiggerr. baby tigger:D
mye is over. whats done cant be undone so i'm not going to think about exams .
how good or bad i score doesnt matter as its whether i've learnt something thats more important:D
just hope to score high in mye:D
jiayous everyone!!!

this is all my bday pressie:D

this is by laylin, simin, meihui, hehui, and kairo :D

nice eh:D

this hammer have music!

its by second aunt:D

the ang bao is by small aunt,

happy birthday sign are from the cakes i've blown:D

one is bought by third aunt while the other is by pei, jy, kim, yokehuei:D

the bracelet is by big aunt and fourth aunt:DD

the pen is by ms carol!so cute huh.

this wallet is NICE!! thoughtful of them. the names can be read in the card^^^

the is handmade by janice!

cute huh!!

bag by my 5 cousins, namely:min sis, zhijie, xiuying,shiyan, kaijun and by third aunt:D

all my cards!!!!!!

tigger and chocolates by ci hui:D

so cute eh!!!!!

tigger!!!!!!!!!

anw, thks to pple who wish me by text and facebook too:D

oh! and class 407 for the birthday song!!!!!!

:D

byebyes!

keep smiling!

Wooooo! Will be gOne soon.

Hahas! Am currently @ bishan's swensens . The queue is so damn long that I've got some time to post here(: I've just created a tumblr account using iPod as pictures could be uploaded at tumblr on d iPod:D

Lols. The days are getting abit boring, scary, and and and and awwwww. Time is flying and again I'm gonna say nothing much is done. Isn't it stupid. I'm always saying that. *sigh* I shall stop saying that.

It's been one month plus since I'm here. (: talked to Sean aka liwei yesterday and he reminded me that we are aiming for A's! Hahaas. After the Adam khoo's camp, that's our promise.

Am glad that Kim & pei are on okay terms now(:

Swim swim swim! I LovES SWIMMInG!!!!!!!

Yesterday, min sis and I stupidly bought an earpiece with speaker thinking that it's for iPod. Turns out that it's actually for computer): wasted money. But well, money can be saved again!!!!!!

I shall end here. Have got nothing to add on. BORED. Hahaahhaahs!

Anw my tumblr link is http://zIhUi-lOveS-bAbYtIggeR.tumblr.com :D
anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME TMR EH!! :D hahas! Thks pple who buy me present, do cards, say happy birthday(: I APPRECIATES them(: even if it's just a small gesture(:

:D

woooooooooo! its the elearning day today and here i am:D
think my blog is gonna be dead. i shall close it someday should i? hmmm. i sometimes wonder why did i even write a blog?

anw, i chatted with aaron just now and he is like not having everything in his life right.
everything is going bad for him. hope he'll become more motivated and go for his dreams. haven't been talking to honey too! honey is a friend(: nice name huh? and i think she loves travelling and photograpghy too!

:D
anw, i hope all my friends will nvr give up on anything they wants to achieve.
GOODBYE!

the above picture is somewhere i'll go in the future and i'll take that pic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYEBYE/AU REVOIR/再见:D

Wooooooooo! I'm gonna be catching up with everything real soon! MUST achieve my goals! 7A1's!!!!! :D and go to my desired sch? Is it desired????

Nvm! My face is kinda pink now. Swimming today! Scorching sun:D NICE. I was just randomly looking at facebk and I saw liwei post nice sunny pic! Dunno what paradise.! Super nice. And I asked him where did he went , and he said TIOMAN!! wooooo! I went there when I was like p2/3!! Wow! Time flies! I love the sea! The last time I saw and enjoyed a CLEAR BLUE WATER was in sec2 at redang!!!!! I love there man! Saw SHARK(small) :D and well, CLEAR CRYSTAL BLUE WATER:D LOVE IT MAN!!!!!! awww. Wonder when will I get to see those NICE SEA....

Well, aren't gonna comment bout what a busy day today is. I'm gonna sleeeeeeeep before tmr comes.

Byebye iPod and everyone on é Internet. Gonna surrender iPod to small aunt:D

I WILL KEEP SWIMMING KEEP STUDYING AND KEEP SMILING:D

JIAYOUS EVERYONE!!
zihui♥ يшiммiиg☺

LIFE~~~

-yesterday-
Woke up early in the morning at 6:30 to go jogging with min sis and shi yan(:
After jogging, I've bathe and slack all the way till around 10:45 and went out with min sis . We went to CITY SQUARE MALL to meet second aunt and have our lunch at PUTIEN alacarte buffet. Thanking uncle Michael who treat us:D

After lunch, second aunt shopped at city square mall while uncle Michael went back to work . Min sis and I went to bishan and shop. We've shopped for second aunt's b'day present @ gift a name for approximately 30min!!!! GOD . aren't the both of us indecisive or what?? After that, we head for other shops , the popular, and library.

Saw yoke huei in the library. She was there with Kim:D went library in search of readers digest n there's nothing!! ): in the end at least there's discovery to borrow:D

And there goes my whole day:O

-today-
Today I went jogging with min sis and her friends. We went to hougang stadium to RUN. I jogged cum walked around the stadium for around 6 rounds. Due to long time not exercising and yesterdays jog/train hand muscle, my whole arm is so PAIN. hahas. Anyways, at least i did some exercise :D wanna go swimming!!! And I'm going to swim on Sunday!!!!! WOooooo!!!!!!!:D

After te morning jog, we went back home and bathe , eat, etc.. Hahaas. The lazy zihui went to sleep for 1hr30min after bathing and all. I then woke up at 12:30:D nice sleep. Had lunch bought by second aunt and started organising all my 2009 subject files around 1pm.

The next thing I know, it's 5:30pm and it's dinner time! After dinner, organising files AGAIN.!! I've just finished most of my files now, and only left with poa & Chinese file. Damn! All my time man!! Gone. But it's worth it. I'm more organized now(: but my hmwk was not touched at all since yesterday): I'll do it tmr .(:

Well, I'm so knackered now... It tiring. But it will be worth it(: I'm so happy though I've done nothing interesting. How I hope I can get over everything that I want and get out working with a MASTER in psychology ASAP. but well, O levels FIRST STEP. *yawns*

-distancing away frOm the pple I CARE-
whenever I come to think about my future, there's always this fear about distancing away from the pple I CARE AND LOVE. I'm so afraid that my years just slips pass me so easily and at the same time, everything is changing. I'm afraid of changing. But it's life. I don't know where will I end up staying when next year is here. Will I still be staying at third aunts house? How will everything turn out to be? How will everyone around me be ? How? I don't know and I'm so scared. But I know that I must take every step of my life forward without regreting a single thing.

TOTALLY PUZZLED N WORRIED.
but I'm gonna stay HAPPY N SMILING :D I'll hide all my fears and travel through the route of my life with pride and without regrets.

KEEP SMILING PPLE!!!!
JIAYOUSS!!!!
I've got the hardworking vibes so suddenly, but I'm knackered...!!!!!!!
NIGHTS:D
I'll be gone for some time. I'LL BE BACK:D

A GOODBYE TO ALL! I'LL BE BACK! :D

heys!
to the pple who are reading this now. get prepared to see many pictures if u look down the post of today.
im gonna say byebye to internet. i'll be back when my o levels is over ..
hahaas! im gonna work towards my goals and everything. currently, my voice is so weak that i cant even speak as loud as how i normally speaks. god. i dun like it. but i'll get well real soon!
i've taken my time to upload these pictures downloaded from an ipod application. i wont post it here if i think it isnt worth reading. ITS MEANINGFUL:D get ready to keep on reading!
it probably will mean nothing to someone who dunno the meaning of all those quotes(:
bye for now. its the real b ye.
i'll be back sooner than i'll have expected:D