Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Echoes of the Rainbow


to me, a somewhat meaningful and touching show.
PLOT
Eight-year-old Jin-Er (who goes by the nickname Big Ears) lives with his parents and his sixteen-year-old brother Jin-Yi in a shoe shop on Wing Lee Street in late 1960s Hong Kong. Jin-Er looks up to his brother, who is a champion runner at the local high school, earns top grades, is a talented musician, and is very popular; Jin-Er's parents and teachers often scold him for not being as good as his big brother. Jin-Yi has a girlfriend, Fang Fei, who comes from a wealthy family, and whose family moves away to the United States to escape the "lawless" situation in Hong Kong. Jin-Yi gradually becomes aware of the inequalities in Hong Kong society of that time, both through interactions with a cocky British policeman who extorts money from his father in exchange for letting them keep their shop (and who insists that Jin-Yi will never "make it big" because his English isn't good enough) and through his first time seeing the inside of Fang Fei's family's mansion. Most of this is told through Jin-Er, the film's narrator.
Not long before Fang Fei leaves, Jin-Yi's grades start declining and he takes third place in a race he had hoped to win. One day he collapses suddenly after a typhoon nearly destroys the family's house, and his father takes him to the hospital, where he is diagnosed with leukemia. His parents search for a doctor who can cure him but find none, and his condition worsens until he has to remain in the hospital, where the nurses treat him poorly and extort money from his parents in exchange for basic care. Jin-Er, who spends much of his free time stealing trinkets around town, tries to offer them all to his brother in attempt to cheer him up, but Jin-Yi doesn't accept any of them. Fang Fei returns from the United States and visits him in the hospital, where they share their first kiss, but Jin-Yi dies shortly thereafter. Years later Jin-Er, narrating retrospectively, remarks that "time is the greatest thief". In the film's final scene, Jin-Er and his mother are shown visiting Jin-Yi's grave, and Jin-Er, now a teenager, recounts a lesson Jin-Yi had taught him about double rainbows.

Monday, January 23, 2012

HAPPY DRAGON LUNAR NEW YEAR^^

lobby of first world
always looking the same but somewhat beautiful
marybrown.....

flying coaster!! look. wow..ahahhaa




MISTYYYYY


NAUGHTY SIS IN ACTION
yea, 4D motion theatre that gives me somewhat feels like MOTION SICKNESS


taking photo so retardedly with the specs
bad hair day so i pin up my hair!
nice clouds^^

OLD TOWN CAFE^^ HEHE

ying & me^^
fourth aunt nvr take photo):
enen^^
cute turtle! enen's toy!!haha!

FINALLY, HAPPY DRAGON LUNAR NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE^^

Friday, January 20, 2012

Friday, January 13, 2012

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害群之马... what i feel i will be..

well, i've forgotten whether i've talked about this here before. but i guess somewhere long ago, i did talk about this before. after so long, this feeling of it still never get away. i guess this really goes to show there's something wrong about my choice.

i feel so sad on the ride home today. i feel like i really really been so stupid all these while.

i wonder why did i tell myself not to give up and just keep going SWIMMING.

i feel like a fool everytime i swim. i feel as if im a fool as i've been swimming the WRONG way??? like idk. the way i swim seems to be so wrong. n i feel that im nvr right. i feel like a fool. why do i keep trying like a fool when i seems to be getting it wrong all these while? why am i being a fool continuously? why? why do i feel like a fool n tell myself to just do it?

i got no idea why):

and everytime i think about swimming, i feel kind of demoralised. i feel that in the first place, i never should had gone there. but yet again, of cos there's factors that i don't regret like i learn some new things & i met my dearest jinson.

but again, its still the same about swimming.

idk what's life have in place for me to make me have the will not to quit swimming till now, or even in the future.

and yea i did learn quite some things till now. but i just feel like its so wrong to keep swimming n swimming n swimming when all i feel that i am is like a fool. its like seeing a clown swim. its funny. i feel that im just like the clown swimming u know. i always swim outside, n i look at how people swim, and i will feel like so weird to see pple swim in a certain way. n i feel like when i swim, its just how it will look like when its wrong. i feel like a fool.

i
feel
like
a
fool
.

yes.

swimming is the very place where my confidence level in tp drops by alot.
cos i feels like an idiot swimming. no kidding.

somehow, everything is telling me that i cant do this shit.
i feel like swimming in sch, there must be an aim in the head, to want to achieve something.
i dont have a aim in my head.
i just want to swim cos i love swimming.
joining tpls made me feel scared of going swimming.
but i love swimming.
i want to swim.
but i cant do it
i feel like a fool
i feel like idk what is the right choice to make here
sometimes, the thought of quitting swimming seems like going to fall off the edge of my head.
but then, i will hold on tight n just keep going on & on & on.
i dont have the passion of swimming like how i had back when i was learning swimming.
i lost it.
cos i feel like a fool
i hope one day, i could just swim again endlessly and feel the passion i had like how i did last time.
now im just so afraid of the water.
i feel like i can drown.

dear lovely friends,
can you tell me how? tell me what's the problem here? tell me whether am i really going on for nothing?
idk. i got no idea what i've been doing, and its not right to feel like i should quit. tell me what will be right?

love zihui(:
smile always



Saturday, January 7, 2012

it's a joyous occasion. BE HAPPY!

yea right. retarded shit. oh well, i shall shut up. im utterly irritated n nothing will solve my dumb shit stubborn head from being ok. let me just drown the irritatingness into my sleep n forget about it. tmr will be a better day. im so pissed off by naughty kids. HATES TTM. can i not be so seriously strict in the mind and be more relaxed?? oh well. i guess that's already inside me. IDIOT

Thursday, January 5, 2012

tmr will be a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG DAY!

omg..................... yes i will survive..... school starting is really like no slacking...... aiyo....)))): how i wish there is this facility in sch where beds will be provided in library so that when pple are tired, they can rest then study.. aiyo.. dream land

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

it's the 4th!!

haha!
anw, just a quick post before i go and zzZ

so it's the start of school. work seems to be piling up. days just flew by me like no one else's business again.
sometimes, i wonder when can i slow down the pace of life and just appreciate every single thing around me with the abundant time that i've got.

but somehow it seems like i will never be able to do that.

i wonder why is life such a rush. its describe as a roller coaster. there's ups n downs, its a thrilling ride. just like how life is, and one must learn to enjoy it.

i want to walk through my life in a slow pace, but that will never ever happen i guess.

school is a place where crazyness exist. we all study study study, play play project project. oh well....

anw, this morning, i reach my art class @9:15!!!!! OTD!!!!!!
n there's this freaking fire alarm towards the end of class-.- when there's no fire-.-
next up is micro lecture!!!! well, the lecturer is like.........-.-
then LUNCH!!!!
see deardeer^^
then ate my fav TOMYAM!!!!! then deer gave me milo n tissue!
trust me, the tissue smell like his perfume! UNIQUE TISSUE!!!^^
after that, i went to library!
the rest went to the com while kelly & I went to find tables!
then we sat there and we started talking!! about everything! i hope everything will become better for her in the yr of 2012 onwards!!! and hope she'll takecare of her health!!
anw, then i started to encourage kel to do econs before she go and find com to use youtube!!!!
then i started to rest for 15min!!!
and i cant help but say how unlucky am i!
before i sleep, i drank water, and i spilled quite an amount on my jacket)):
then after i wake up, i basically spilled 1/4 of water in my bottle on the whole freaking table!
then i tried drinking water and i got chokeeee!!!!!!! argh!!!!!

hahahhahaa!!!

and today's swimming is freaking tiring! basically i havent been swimming hard. hahhahahhaha
and i got freaking no strength. and my mind power cant win my lack of strength. i just keep trying. while i swim, i think, i think of how to swim better, then i started thinking bout everything again. life is really a thing that consist of so many things.

at times, when i think about stuff, i still feel kinda sad when i rmb the pple that is gone from my life.
sometimes, i live in the fear of losing pple i love.
i fear that the day will come.
i fear of these kind of stuff and i never want to see it coming

but i know that i need to accept that its a fact.

i wish for so many things but its unrealistic.

all i can do is to appreciate.
but tell me how?
idk how.
cos i know sometimes, emotions just eats me up.

takecare everyone!

oh man!!! BODY ACHE TMRRRRR. ARGHHHHH

Sunday, January 1, 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR? 1JANUARY2012


'eeeeeee' <<< FROM EGGHEAD^^
AHHH EGGHEAD WTS!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA(JINSON)

anw, HAPPY NEW YR!
ok! HAPPY NEW YEAR???
HIHI HAPPY 2012??
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!
KEEP SMILING! 
1ST POST OF THE YEAR!
YAYYYYYYY