dear lovely friends~

TAKECARE OF UR THROAT!

HANG IN THERE!

THATS IT^^ I'LL BE BACK SOON AFTER PENANG!!!!!!!!!! HEHEEEEEEE

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F1((:

okay, so this is not an f1 car here or what, but yea, its esplanade! i love this place u know!!!! itss beautiful!!

humble house

THIS EGG CHAIR SO CUTE RIGHT!!!

anw, humble house is one of the outlet of tunglok. hhaahaa!

the front of humble house!

ziding!

friday, second day working at f1

wine counter @ humble house^^

fascinated by this cup... heheee!

padang artiste meal location a.k.a my work place

slacking time~

f1 kena blocked by fence

phone over the fence!

night time!

aiyo! the photo tilted sideway!!D: damn nice! saw outside a hotel!

linkin park day^^

okay, so day 1 of f1 i've previously posted...

day2

big bang artise and charice and their crew coming! what i can say is that i kno none of them, that's why im not excited! anw, koreans not as friendly as ang mohs!!

day 3

shakirah and shaggy!!

what i thought on the day is that shaggy come sure shag! hahahhaha!!

anw, ended up shaggy didnt come ffor lunch!

ok, i dun wanna elaborate!!!

but during dinner, suddenly shaggy announce they are coming! then i thought only the crew coming!! then four men walked in and ate! didnt even kno shaggy is in there D:

day4

yooohooo! last day of work!! heheeee!!! yayyyy weeeeee!!!!!!

so well, today is linkin park day!

and i met this nice guy name larry!!! wei en and i were chatting with him, asking bout his job and stuff, and he asked us whether we likes linkin park!! of cos yes right??

and he said if he can help us get drumstick or pique, he will!!

he really helped us! and when he gave, he told me, 'today i helped u with this, tmr or maybe some other days, when u can help others, go and help , so to make the world a better place'

OMG INSPIRED SIA!!! he is such a genuinely nice person that u will meet rarely in this world!!!!!!!

must learn from him and am gonna rmb him man! but i didnt get to see him after that at all!!!

wei en and my IDOL!!!

anw, working at f1 is really shag cos on fri and sat, i slp 3 hr each, and on sun, i worked 9am-5am! goodness!!!

hehee!!!

all bout f1

WOOOHOOOO.

HIIII EVERYONE!!!!

i've been very tired recently due to working at f1 and didnt have the energy inside my head to post! but i've been reading my lovely friend's blog for any updates constantly! i hope its all well for everyone yo!!!

anw, i will post about f1 soon!!! heheeeee!!!

ok, will be going out with jasline <3 ltr and then go swimming!!!!! fri is penang trip!! WOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!

u kno, i was going to forget n stuff, n it was so coincidental, i was looking at .... profile... then there comes a call after so long.....

GYMNASTIC

hehehee! hello to u!! peipei! saw ur post! oh man they are so flexible!!! get back ur flexibility man!!!!! u can continue to pursue that!!!!!!! u live life once leh!!! but must takecare eh!!!!! lets meet up for iluma after my penang!!!!

SMILES <3 ((((:

hello are u alright?

i just saw ur blog post! i think u kno who u r! i hope ur PW isnt killing u! glad u felt better after typinh everything out! i hope things will really be better for u u kno? if there's anything i can help u with, pls tell me ok!!! cos im freeeeeeeeeeeee.

ANW, HANG IN THERE AND STUDY HARD!!!!! I REALLY HOPE THINGS WILL GET BETTER!!

listen to 'things are gonna get better' by david archuleta!! heheheeee!!

SMILES!!!<3

hi. f1 first day of work

oh well, i guess i've lost count on whether today is which day of my holidays and am too lazy to count it.

oh well, today is really slack, cold ttm, n my body aches like shit after swimming.....

so today, im basically wiping those utensils and getting payed for doing those easy jobs. working again reminds me of those times i work at uniqlo. to be truthful, i really miss working there. i can nvr forget how sometimes, i feel so unhappy n troubled, when i starts greeting pple n smiling to pple, i feel like so much happier.

anw it was quite nice at work, got to chat with fellow htm pple((:

anw, thks peipei for reading my interesting dumb story yo((((: hehe<3 i kno what u mean, like how i should just be myself n go with the flow. but sometimes it just feels so weird... tks <3 yes iluma nxt leh!! we can gaigai<3

hahaaa. anw, i thought i've let go of the things already... i thought i will just wanna let it go with the flow and stop waiting for anything. but then idk. u kno, i nvr even listen to the song that reminds.. n while working today, i somehow kept humming the song subconsciously.. haix... n somehow it just get stuck in my head... time to let goooo... lol(((:

anw, was just chatting with the lifesaving instructor on fb! omg havent even read those lifesaving stuff...... sianz..... howw..... cannot be too lazy..

kk takecares all <3

TRUE

TheNoteboook The Notebook of Love

In life and love, there comes a time to let go and move on.

HMMMMMMM...

.. okay, so when i looked through our convo last time, i dont see it now. i wonder what happened. nvm. maybe i shall just try and forget about all these stuff yea.

whats meant to be will always find its way

TheNoteboook The Notebook of Love

Sometimes, you have to try not to care, because sometimes, you mean nothing to someone who means everything to you.

now i kno

when its time to wake up, u'll just have to wake up.

i guess i will have to stop escaping from doing things that i dont want to do.. i must really wake when its time.

i wonder whats the reason that i got so damn lazy... is it because i dont wana face this reality?

hmmmmm. i really got to use my brains now..

maybe

all these are just fated to be like that....

today(: day 13 of holiday((((:

okay, so today, this is how things went......

morning

woke up and chiong to bathe, then chiong to finish my beeehooon which cause me to feel so rush n feel like vomiting...

anw, otw to swimming camp, saw weijia, and walked to pool with him^^

@swimmming camp

had fun learning bout things idk and playing those funny funny games with those funny funny swimming peeps^^

after ard 2hr at camp, i rush off to meet isabel for the seminar

@church

at first, i was caught in the dilemma of should i go to camp or the isabel's thingy...

then i decided that i dun wanna disappoint isabel cos i told her i wont back out. so i went swimming awhile^^

but today i dont regret going to her church.. cos i finally figured out another thing..

when i reach the church, a band was playing a song and everyone inside the place were singing in union and it dawned on me... oh goodnesss. whats happening.

at first, i didnt know what to expect when i decided to go see with isabel. but then, when i reached there, i know that i feel kinda out of place. mainly due to the reason that all around me are christians, and what they are doing, i know that i will nvr do it. but i do respect what they believe in.. i kinda feel like i'm an intruder when everyone was singing song and stuff.

and to be truthful, i'm stunt at the things i saw, the things people are doing in church, stunt at how everyone believe in god so strongly. i do know that they believe in god, but today the things i saw is like unbelievable. its like they believe, but is really VERY STRONGLY. not what i've imagined.

i felt kinda awkward standing there with everyone, and while they are singing the songs, i stood there and stare. many things went through my mind. somehow, i felt like an intruder cos i know that i will nvr be a christian. not that i dont believe in god. but to me that's just not what i will be. and today, i finally figured that out.

everytime, whenever i hear my christian friends talking about how they feel the presence of god, this will ponder in my head.... what if i change and try to believe and talk to god.. will i feel the presence of god too? i'm a human, and this is what goes through my curious brain. but somehow deep inside me, no matter how many things i hear, all those miracle when u believe, part of me just have this belonging to buddhism.

sometimes, many different arguments that makes sense made me confused and doubtful about those buddhism stuff. cos at diff religious views, they sees things differently. so somehow, im always confused. confused with me being a budddhist. i went through this 'seek refuge with triple gem' thingy. and i am really buddhist buddhist. just like how christian baptist. i actually didnt know the meaning behind seeking refuge with triple gem and nvr can explain to anyone about buddhism beliefs like the beliefs of christian. but i guess someday i will find out..

anw, do u wonder why i say i will nvr be a christian? its really cos i feel buddhist. somehow, going to church and sitting through the service made me realise that that will nvr be me. in a sense of way, i believe the existence of god, but doing all those things is just things that i will nvr do. and if i ever do that, i know im not me. to me,buddha is my version of god.

and last time, i figured out before. my friends believed in god n they will feeel peaceful. and to me, i will get the peacefulness from buddha. its just the feel...

sitting through today's thing made me realise a very impt thing. its so true that no matter what, every religion just wants pple to be good and not do sinful stuff.

although i feels weird at church, one thing im sure of is that i am very happy though i find myself being there weird. know why im happy? cos i see people believing, having faith. i see a whole bunch of people that seems to be good people. i see the world having hope.

and when i think about it, its damn similar to the movie 'rango' haha. people believe and have faith in something, and that is what keeps them moving forward in life. in the show rango, people believe in rango. believing and having faith is so impt i guess..

today, at the service, they were explaining things that i somehow kno. i guess is the moral behind something. although things are being explained in diff ways, i realize it all have the same reason on how they want people to reflect and stuff. the talk that the person gave, brought me back to the sec4 adam khoo's camp. it just dawned on me that it is inspiring.

while they are singing the songs, i forgot what are those things about...

but while the song is playing n while im absorbing those lyrics, somehow, i just dont link to god with those things. for me, i would say i can only link to my grandpa. somehow, he is the one that gave me hope. he is the angel of my life. that's what i've learnt after the adam khoo's camp. my grandparents and my aunts are the angels of my life. and my grandpa will always be the one that guides me.

to me, my grandpa will nvr forget me behind. i will always rmb to keeep on going in life cos i know that's what i will need to do. i need to live well cos my grandpa gave me hope. i know that if i can go uni, my grandpa will be very happy. hence, i will keep moving forward and study all my best cos it will make my grandpa very happy. i know he isnt here to see it, but i gotta live up to the name he gave me. and i will nvr have an english name cos my name is a precious name thought by my grandpa.

anw, what i meant is that the way the people at church love god n have faith so strongly, i will only love my grandpa in that way. when i think back and rmb my grandpa, thats where i find my hope.

after today's experience, i felt kinda interested in learning bout religion. i guess, i shall keep on learning bout things that idk. in fact, life is all about learning...... SMILES^^

ok i finally finished the other half of my shoe^^ this is ,my 6 pair of shoe drawn^^

nothing to do...

while sitting train to tampines... i saw nice skylines... but stupid train moving, n my phone cam so lousy!

my arrr meeee

in fact, today at service, i feel like im watching a live musical... its interesting...though im so out of place. really an eye opener

P.S I LOVE YOU

its such a nice damn freaking movie that i watched and cried throughout.. hahahaha!

and now im watching bloody invasion which is kinda creepy..... ahhh

well... DAY 12 OF HOLIDAY...

ok so this is my grades. i can't help but be disappointed with myself now.

initially, i was very glAd to have passed all and not needa take supp paper, am very contented that i got this. cos i really didnt start poly life well.

i cant help it, i just cant accept poly life. i cannot accept the fact that im studying something so business. i cant accept that everything must do by ourselves. i had too much fun when i start poly, that i cant make myself settle down n do consistent work. I JUST CANT. i have too many things(excuse?)...

i dont have time to rest the way i cant in sec sch, thats why i cant accept it. and i am so stubborn that i continue working at uniqlo, continue going cca(cos i dont wanna give up things so easily) , and i took up guitar class, and i just dont do my school work and study even if i should. i know that i did not do all that i should do. i kept staying in my comfortable zone.. i dont wanna get out of it...

and just when i'm able to accept how poly works, there's no time, and some grades are already stagnant already. you knoww how sad is that? oh well, but i dont mind that. i told myself, this sem has already past.. and i cant do anything but i can in the nxt sem, and i know that i can score well if i want. in fact, i believe anyone can score well if they want..

but u know why am i disappointed in myself? so disappointed in myself that i feels like crying?

cos i look at all my sec sch friend's grade, i look at what they are doing.. they are working hard, striving for their best. they are doing their hmwk. and i look at myself, and i've realised that its not been pointed out to me, that i've became another person. where have i lost all my motivations? i wonder..

when i go back sec sch and tell everyone bout my studies progression, teachers were shocked at the results i'm getting. see, i've changed.

i am not doing things to my very best. all i do is last minute work.

WHAT HAPPENED TO ME )':

ok so the aadventure for today.

morning

went to nex with small aunt, enen, yan to find second aunt. walked and ate at nex, then i flew to amk hub to meet siwei<3

afternoon

siwei and i am so tired that we slp, talk, slp, talk on the bus otw to tp. so nice of siwei to go tp with me so that i can drop my indemnity form for the penang trip.......

then we went to wisma and ion. i went uniqlo! i miss uniqlo! and the alteration auntie so funny! she was like screaming so excitedly when she saw me^^ so cute!

anw, saw MR SAM LIM at ion!!! omg i miss him man!!!! he said he is freelancing! he's working part time at CHIJ & is teaching at nafa u know! omg he still look the same! how i wish i can be brought back to those days! haix!

evening

so weisi and i were back at amk . we sat and talk talktalk. haha! i miss all my sec sch friends i realised. oh well. soon i'll be able to see most of them...

when we're deciding to go home, we saw jasmine,michelle,and some guys frm 408'10...

its so nice to see these familiar pple, we stood at the middle of the amk and talked talked talked. haix..

ok, so im home and eating small aunt's nicenice fishhhhhhhy soup^^

and now, looking through all these while of what im doing, im kinda disappointed in myself. i wonder where have the me in the past went? i left it in the past? and whyyy... i hope i will not disappoint myself by nxt sem. imma gonna start it right.

okay, and just now was taking photos with weisi. and she say this is nice, but am so ugly look at my hair. .... tsk. ahahhaa!

okay smile! its the holidays! day 12 oh!

MOVIES^^

okay so for the past few days when i havent been out, this is what i've been doing^^ trying to watch and download movies.

i guess doing things and being distracted really makes me stop thinking. i should not think and i shall just think bout my own life yo^^

kk, so i've watch rango finally, the pianist^^ and bad teacher. now i'm watching P.S i love you.

yoooohooo!

okay! i can finally post!!!!!!!!

stupid internet!

yesterday continue..

oh well, i've been doing nothing but complete the present making thingy. oh goodness! spent the whole day, and finally finished them^^ i've owed this friend for 9months !!! oh man!!!

today day 8 of holiday^^

ok, so i woke up today and ate these two bread that i dont like): but then again, i guess it's a bliss that i have food to eat right? so i must appreciate what i have and not complain.

after breakfast, i went to trim my hair. it looked kinda ugly now): oh well.... afterthat, i ate the fried rice that small aunt cooked^^ and went out to tiong bahru to collect the f1 uniform. i hope everything will turn out right for that....

and i happily went home and its like 4:30.... few min ltr, i gtg swimmin! and guess what i did for the few min? slp....... and just when i happily pack my bag to go swimming, i realise that damn period is hereeeee. oh goodness! why come during this kind of freaking timing!

@swimming

its so sad, to be at the pool and not able to swim. i guess one day i will have to face up to the fact and try tampon. so funny. weijia was asking why i cant swim and i say period! then he is like 'wh dont use the thing that starts with T' im like huh?! and he's like 'awkward'... and im wondering 'awkward?!?!' hahahaha. joke.

when i sch, i saw alden when crossing the overhead. was asking him hows holidays, and i cant believe that he is spending holiday at home doing nothing. cos he doesnt seem like someone that wont go out. and he said no one as him out-.-

when i reach the pool, hershey, weijia, jian xing, eugene and instructor is there already D: and they asked me to call sara and ben! hahahah!

anw, saw ORANGE tooo. and he idiot sia. call me sotong head-.- when did i became that?! and i was sitting there paying attention to the lifesaving lesson though i cant swim, and when he is out of the water and walking pass me, he kept splashing the water at me! tsktsk!!!

ahahhaaa. oh well, i guess i must start studying for fnb or the lifesaving things....

ok, but for now, i guess its time to slp^^

while flashing through memories, the song that will remind me of u, somehow was playing through the ipod... isnt it funny?

YOOOHOOOO

I'VE FINISHED WATCHING 'THE PIANIST' YESTERDAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE^^

the pianist

its a really depressing show about how the jews where being treated during hitler's time. freak man. how can they be so cruel. but that really helped me visualize how frighten the people are during those war periods. im really interested in history. i wanna travel the world and see the different history that happens at different parts of the world. i would like to even go to warsaw(a place in poland) even if many people died there. i wonder what kind of history will poland put up. will they mention about the times during WWII??? i wonder if there is any survival of the war. hmmm.

guess i will go and find other shows that show about the war!

i heard from my aunt that the one that happened at china caused by japan is worse than how the nazis treated the jews. (rmb the chapter about the japan wanting the land in china?) i forgot what's it called.

i kinda miss sitting in ms nur'ain's history class, listening to her funny sarcasm, and how she would talk about those history excitedly....

yesterday

anw, yesterday is a monday. its kinda a lazy day for me. i lay on my bed the whole day. im such a lazy bum.... anw, i went swimming in the afternoon instead of training at night.....

anw, at hougang swimming complex, i saw justin and kelly! hahah!

u know the weather is so weird. when im otw there, its so bright and sunny. when i reach there, the sun is gone... when i starts swimming, it starts to drizzle.... argh!!

today...

today isnt over yet. so oh well. will post ltr! TAKECARESS^^

<3

TheNoteboook The Notebook of Love

Love is standing on wet cement. The longer you stay, the harder it is to leave and you can never let go without leaving your footprints.

TheNoteboook The Notebook of Love

find you hidden in every song I sing along to.

TheNoteboook The Notebook of Love

Love doesn't hurt. If it hurts, it isn't love. If it hurts, he isn't worth it. The one person who is worth it won't let anything hurt you.

nvr..

nvr promise things when u dun do it

OAKHAMYYY SUNDAY

this is suyi, i think this is a nice pic of her^^

min sis n my shoe^^

oakham^^

a blind rabbit rabbit and i^^

the four of us^^ suyi is eating i-scream n her face looks funny haiyo!

while waiting for oakham to open, we went walking around that area, and i saw this shop that's so blue<3

the shop we went beside oakham.. woah this cake is ex!!!! but oh well, its nice luh^^

omu rice^^

our lunch + dinner. yummyyyy cos we're hungry. ate this at bugis^^

anw, today is a nice day spent out with yanting susu n minsis^^

and finally after so many failed shopping, i finally found something i like and bought. or else i guess my whole wardrobe will forever be uniqlo clothes. hahhaa. now i have one new set of clothes^^

anw, im glad min sis went today cos she havent been going out for very long!!!

hmmmm. had fun going out today , walking ard, and was damn tired when i reach home, so i went to zzZ^^

and now im awake to blogggg^^ and upload the photos to fb!!! theres still a whole lots in susu's phone^^

wow and beside oakham, there's this shop, that sells(is it retro stuff?) ..

anw, they have nice camera there! oh man i wan!!!! ahhhh i gotta work more!

i realise i miss working at uniqlo and the pple there! if only im still working there):

anw, im gtg watch my show now^^

post soon!!

lovely friends!!! TAKECARE!!!<3 X INFINITY

HOW I FELT TODAYYYYY

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone
So leave a message at the tone

hahaaah. today,

6th day of my holidays yo. counting on on the days im having my holiday. im afraid if i let everyday pass by without joting anything down, imma gonna feel like my holiday flew without me doing anything.

oh well, i woke up ard 10 today? then ate luncheon meat bread.

how interesting eh luncheon meat for me to mention here. but anw, i'm trying to recall what i ate^^ to confirm i have no short term memory! haha!!!!!

ok, after my breakfast, i kinda feel so damn lazy, and had no mood for anything. woke with receiving many msg. oh well, was kinda lazy to reply them, so i ended up not replying anyone at all. ahahaa. guess i just wanna shut myself frm replying to pple.

its like how sometimes, i will make it my duty to reply to pple so i wont be bad for not replying. howwever, not everyone will reply..... so oh well, kinda lot the feel to reply to my friends. so i just left my phone after reading the msg. i guess im just too lazy to think of what to reply. then ard noon time, i took my stuff back home to ut, went home and ate noodle, and laze ard on my bed daydreaming...... then ileft n came back to aunts hse talktalktalk to aunt, then pack some stuff......

was kinda lazy to move the stuff i pack back to my hse, so i just sat and daydream again....

anw, i have so many things to move n idk how im gonna do that. but i guess one step at a time yo?

dinner...

i ate the beehooooon n pour lotsa gravy over it, my aunt cooked it! delicious! then after eating, went nex with small aunt to swensens and ate CHOCOLATE CRUNCH! YUMMY!

AT HOME, was lazing ard, and aunt gave me that nestle biscuit! omg nice! and i was showing enen the lazy song video twice! she love it so much! hahahaha! ok and im blogging here..

lol, i feel that my post is so boring... guess i will just slp!!

nightsssss<3

how do u reply..

when someone misses u but u dun miss them?

when u wanna tell the truth, and u dun wanna hurt the person?

when pple expects too much n u kno u dun wanna live up to their expectations of u?

when things are so complicated.

live is nvr easy.. .. ..

maybe i will just stay truthful and be honest and say what i feel

idk , but this qn just comes to my mind..

so what are u treating me like?

HOT & COLD

i think i can just sing this song luh huh. cos things seems to happening in this way.

anw, tmr am going science centre with mommy shan n yayyy laylin<3

hahhaa. even though idk how it'll turn out, but i kinda look forward to go with laylin cos i guess i seldom have chance to go 'excursion' with her^^

hehe!

ok, things will get better i guess. somehow everything is like idkkkkkkk......

why is it that whenever i put my heart down to forget, it REALLY REALLY COMES BACK.

yooohoooo.

today is like any other day, i guess i will always be saying this, and describing about how my day had went.

so i packed my stuff n shifted it back home, but i have so many stuff and i have no idea how and when i will be able to move everything back...

anw, was late to meet my friend for movie!

oh man! but haha, anw, the movie i went to watch 'contagion' was pretty interesting! and i saw JAMES lai at cineleisure! and was chatting with him. idk why, but it always feeels nice to see old friends. haha

anw, after watching the movie, i went and look for the stud for min sis, but i didnt see what she wans-.-

on the way, was looking for present for yan, cant find any cos i forgot the shop i wanna go is at CATHAY. so i went to bishan to drop check n went there in n out of every single shop, but i cant find anything unique and nice like how i imagined it to be, so i decided i shall give her a very belated gift with a card then. haix. i guess min sis wasnt happy cos its her sister ma. lol. but what can i do? i dun wanna just buy any stupid things that no one will think its nice. nvm, so i wont share with min sis, i will find the present at my own time own speed and find the perfect one. i wanna go to *** and find. i believe i will definitely find something there!!!^^

ok, so i guess i have nothing much to say here. as usual, i feel like im always the middle person in every other situations. im neither here or there. does anyone know how this feels?

haix.

I GUESS...

IT'S TIME TO PUT DOWN CERTAIN THINGS AND NOT CARE TOO MUCH.(:

TODAY.. ANOTHER DAY, BUT EVERYDAY, I LEARN SOMETHING

ANW, well, i realise how cruel life can always be.

today, i woke up late, then went to meet jasline at paya lebar to go for job interview at marine parade. anw, its kinda nice to finally meet her again. i guess, this is how it works. FATE.

i guess i had a very nice chat with her. something that i will treasure is the friendship with her.

idk why, but this world seems to be more cruel than what i'll ever thought. this society seems a little hopeless and idk why. its contains pple that acts and hurt the others. how i wish things are better than the reality. once again, i would say if only the gd dreams can come true. but ten again, i know that in reality, we cant change anything or anyone. all we can do is to change ourselves to embrace this cruelty. maybe thats what we need to learn in life? to embrace it all, and still be a good person? i kinda find it tiring to live. but then, i guess i will nvr give up. i've only lived for 17 yrs in life, and i will continue embracing it all.

back to today.

so jasline and i went to marine parade there and walked many rounds before we found sogurt. and we waited for damn long inside sogurt to get interviewed. ended up we cant be accepted cos they need a minimum commitment of 1 yr...... oh well, then we went into parkway parade central to walk around finding for berrylite! haha! for this, we walked on for many rounds too! oh well, but i guess lucky we're both together cos I guess it wont be nice to look for a freaking shop alone yea^^ thats why i say its fate that somehow i chatted with her n she asked me along to the interview after i told her im looking for job too! ^^

after finding berrylite, we went and look for food, ended up finding KFC and settled in there, ate there and had freaking nice time chatting.

anw, on my busride to sch, i felt kinda sad due to certain things, cant help but let some tears fall down. anw, when i walked towards swimming, the feeling kinda went away bit by bit though i still dont feel good. and am glad at swimming, the team mates are all so funny, and i kinda laughed abit here and there, n my mood lightened a bit. but when i was swimming my IM sets, i kinda still have the weird mood in me, and i cant concentrate on swimming properly. haix. but after the whole swim training, i kinda felt alot better, forgot to be sad.

and oh well i got a FREE RIDE HOME FRM HERSHEY PARENTS! so nice oh! they stay at amk! hahah! and i asked them drop me at the amk stop where peipei's house is^^ and waited for bus home^^ chatted with hershey's mom otw , and i realised how true it is that the society is ugly. . .

anw,this song is in my head the whole day ' stay here forever,jewel-valentine's day'

do listen to it if u are free to youtube or google it^^

k, im tired, i hope all is well for my lovely friends out there!

KEEP SMILING AND CHARGING ON IN UR CHAPTER OF LIFE!

ALWAYS HAVE FAITH IN URSELF COS I WOULD HAVE FAITH IN ALL OF U^^

AND JIAYOU AND RMB THAT IM ALWAYS THERE FOR ALL OF U EVEN I CANT BE THERE IMMEDIATELY.

THE HEART WILL ALWAYS BE WITH U ALL K<3

SMILES AND MEET UP REAL SOON YO!

OK(:

THIS IS MY GUITAR!

I RMB LAST TIME WHEN i was talking to orange, i was saying i must name my guitar, then we were saying to name it chocolate or ginseng. hahahaha. so many. it feels like so long ago....

anw, after exam yesterday,i came home n slp till omg 5 plus, n i went swimming late. i got this shirt! isnt it nice^^ anw, i only went for the meeting cos i was freaking hungry n i wanna come home earlier to eat n all. anw, they played water basketball, the idea of me playing doesnt sound appealing to me cos basically, im not into playing ball.!

and haha, i saw egghead, and he is freaking orange, showing off his orange stuff. he bought a swim trunk which is totally orange, and he say he will look for freaking orange goggles, and stuff. lol! i think he wont mind to paint his whole body orange . orange head! hahaahha!

anw, this is my sec two end of yr art piece. i actually wanna upload those in sec 1 to sec2, my art work, which is damn ugly in sec 1, but this stupid blog, idk why my photo some uploaded n is sideways, hence, i dun wanna waste time to upload stupid stuff when no one can see them properly...

i like this the most^^

the final piece^^

anw, this is coconut!!! so funny! its like totally a coconut detached from its hard cover!

this is freaking nice! small aunt gave it to me while im studying for f n b

shiyan gave this to me^^ so colorful. if only life can be this colorful always...

okay, thats all i guess, many things i wanna say here, but then i've forgotten what i wanna post.

oh yea,laylin, i actually have always been reading ur blog, but then i didnt have time to reply to u. i hope everything will go well for u! jiayou for ur promos ok!!! dont look down on urself pls! anw, is my holidays now, n it will last till 23?oct! so i u wanna go out with me pls tell me in advance yea!!!!!!!! i really hope that everything will be fine over at ur side....

and yo peipei! hahahaha! yay its holidays! hopefully we can go out soon yea!!!

ok, idk what else i can say here. tentatively, im booked on

-17sep, isabel church thingy, i promised her i wont back out, but then i realised that i have swimming camp! howwwwwwwww)):

-21,23,24,25 sep, tunglok f1 event! yay im gonna be vip server! and i'll be at padang artiste!!!!!!

-24/25sep have swimming the open water event! omg i cant go support cos got tunglok!!! omg!! haixxxxx

-20sep-2oct? penang trip to support the swimming team yo!

other than that, every mon wed n fri i have swimming at night!! hehe!

all the best pple! im gonna study for supp)))))):

anw, lovely friends, please enjoy the holidays yea!!!!!

hopefully we can meet up more. i know its not easy to plan outing. plus some of us will work!

im going for interview with jasline at idk where. hahah! oh man!

be posting here sooooon<3