Say bye to 2009......

Is it good to end 2009? Of cos! But it's terrifying to welcome 2010. With 'O' levels and everything that might or might not change. I've got loads of things to say yet so little time to write.so little time to think what to write. What do I wanna write about? I feel like writing what's happening now.I feel like writing how I felt for everything. Yet,I dunno what do I feels bout things. Is it disappointing,sad,joyous,blissful,unhappy,worried,etc.... I just dun really knows any of it. Though I've got a feeling that I'll know it all one day ,at one point of my life. I'll find it out. Yet it seems terrifying to feel it all,to write everything out. Deep
inside me, I knew that I could really think and think and think till I've figured everything out. And somehow,I knew that I'll nvr wanna to know it. I'll nvr want to really find out what I feels about every single thing.

Somehow,that's why people say that I'm those kindof happy go lucky person. Maybe. Am I a happy go lucky type? Idk.

Somehow,today,I realized that as I grew older, I seems to see everything more clearly. I seems to be able to think about things in a way that I'll feel satisfied with. I seems to regard to my own feelings only when I've got reasons. Only I've found the reasons,then I'll think that I'm right to feel that way. If not,I'll be totally wrong and bad.
But I guess,most of the time,I just let things flow by the way it's gonna flow.when I can't think of any reasons or answer,I'll always give my answer as FATE.

I somehow believes that everything that happens in life is a fate. Somehow,u can change this fate if u wan. Everything that we r having now and den,is all being planned out. Everything that we have now,I believed that it's somehow related to our past .the friends we meets. The people who goes in and out of our life. They r somehow someone we knows in the past life.yet no one can be sure of it.

Hmm. I'm gonna end here.guess I shall continue more in my personal diary yeah?

This is one song I've got to LOVE recently:
it can be found on YouTube!!

The Sound of Music Soundtrack Lyrics
Rolf and Liesl - Sixteen Going on Seventeen Lyrics 


[Rolf:]
You wait, little girl, on an empty stage
For fate to turn the light on
Your life, little girl, is an empty page
That men will want to write on

[Liesl:]
To write on

[Rolf:]
You are sixteen going on seventeen
Baby, it's time to think
Better beware, be canny and careful
Baby, you're on the brink

You are sixteen going on seventeen
Fellows will fall in line
Eager young lads and rogues and cads
Will offer you food and wine

Totally unprepared are you
To face a world of men
Timid and shy and scared are you
Of things beyond your ken

You need someone older an wiser
Telling you what to do
I am seventeen going on eighteen
I'll take care of you

[Liesl:]
I am sixteen going on seventeen
I know that I'm naive
Fellows I meet may tell me I'm sweet
And willingly I believe

I am sixteen going on seventeen
Innocent as a rose
Bachelor dandies, drinkers of brandies
What do I know of those

Totally unprepared am I
To face a world of men
Timid and shy and scared am I
Of things beyond my ken

I need someone older and wiser
Telling me what to do
You are seventeen going on eighteen
I'll depend on you