Cycle

Sometimes, this vicious cycle of thoughts just keep repeating itself. I've accepted it that he no longer love. But sometimes I still can't believe that I'm not gonna continue this journey with him anymore. He is heartless as such, and I shall not be bothered. Doing this will be good for yourself Z. You know you can, you will, you MUST not be bothered any longer. You've done your best. You really did.