I told myself

Told myself that I should, I WILL, and I must let go of the person that doesn't love me.

But deep down, I still hope that there is something there. Browsing through hundreds of photos, the memories taken together just made me wonder what happened to the two person in the photo.

I wonder if I'm the only silly person looking through all these photo.

I'm really silly aren't I?

I wish I could wake myself to this reality.

I really need the answer, the truth straight in my face, telling me that there isn't any future to be found anymore.

Who can tell me that?

I wish he is firm with his decisions, and not giving me the answers like how confuse he is.

I wish I'm not silently waiting here.