To update

hi to all my lovely friends!

well, i guess i have to update to tell all of u what happen?

so the thing is, i can only show u what happen u know?

well, im really upset last night. because i seek advise from certain pple and they told me that the way jinson is talking to me is kind of like a breakup. abd all that he says is kind of bullshit.

the thing is, i chose to believe the opposite of what i know deep in my heart.

so thats the thing, although the facts are displayed there, i still cant believe it. i end up asking his 'bro'.

and what the bro said really hits me hard. you know the harsh reality.

so i was very upset. but im thankful for the people that are there for me and i know that i've got to stay strong. one of my friend told me that im taking it too hard on myself.

so then all i can say now is that he says that he have no more feelings for me.

thats all i can tell all of u now. maybe i will update u all when i see u. but im afraid it hurts to talk about it.

im still waiting for his answer. whats his final decision. im leaving it to him. because like what i've said, my heart will nvr change. cos love nvr stops u know.

idk what should i be wishing for really. asking myself deep in my heart? well all i can say is i really dunno. it just hurts