OKAYYYY....

15 october 2011 (saturday)
okay, woke up in the morning and saw text.. papa is unwell, & he'll look after shan shan, and i can go IVP and support the TEAM^^ esp i can SEE dear(:

haha! so ivp was like woah interesting, but recording the timings are like a tsktsktsk thing only! HAHA!

seeing dear swim is like NICE^^ hahaaaa((: and u kno, he is like so sweet^^ he knew i havent eat my breakfast! so he brought food for me to eat!! like aww.... sweet TTM^^
♥♥♥
anw i went to take bus with EMILY^^ then we took train to amk together too^^ on the way, had nice chat with her^^ am quite inspired by her determination in doing things^^ and she's always so nice^^ like a sister^^ if only i have a sis like her^^ haha!

anw, i reached home, and i bathed and everything, then comes call from DEAR^^
hmmm.. felt so helpless when he was pekcek... haix.. haha. but then, i guess the call did end well^^ no matter what i still love him like super much, infinityly... hahaa!! ok i dunno how broken my english can get... lol(((:

16 october 2011(sunday)
went to granny's brother's house to pray ancestor...
after that, went to min sis house to pack away all my stuff!
then went to big aunt's hse to swimswim! hhaahaa!

hmmm... i will really miss everyone at third aunt's hse... BUT I'LL BE BACKKKKK((:

anw, i wasnt feeling very ncie just now..ok, topic,...

BEING A BAD SIS...
ok, am really bad.. i kno, i dun need to say im bad.. but i kno im bad... cos i just really really cant stand shan asking me those qn!! lol! imagine a person asking u about ur EVERY SINGLE ITEM!! gets so damn IRRITATING KNO!!

then papa say she's my sis,that i shouldnt talk to her in that way! but what can i do man!!!!!! its getting on my nerve!!! yes one time, i can allow myself to just act like im gd, and then talk to her nicely! ten when i gets too nice to her, she just keep asking n asking!!!! WOAH!!! TSK TTM!!!!

ok, then i am like so sad can? i teared but no one knows. retarded or what? u kno, papa says that shan is my sis, i should treat her nicely.. ask me to look ard in the family, n that he is getting not happy at how certain pple treats shan? but oh pls man!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY AM I CAUGHT IN THIS MESS???? ok, so well, obviously i kno there's a difference in treatment towards shan.. but its because of the way shan is!!! what do u expect?????

HOW CAN U GO N COMPARE THE WAY PPLE TREAT SHAN N ENEN???? !!!!!
look at enen, she's very OBEDIENT OK!!
look at shan, U THINK SHE WILL BE SO OBEDIENT AS ENEN????

I REALLY CANT STAND THIS SHIT MAN!!!
so now u are telling me that there is unfair treatment??
ok n did anyone ever realise that LIFE IS ALWAYS NVR FAIR?????
n well, what can i tell u??? u think life is so easy for me??? so easy for me to tolerate nonsense??? no... definitely no... no one understands.. stupid shit.. just wan to cry. FREAK.