recently again.....

i had totally lost count on how many days i havent been coming here to post! but i guess its since the start of sch reopen huh??

anw, let me just post from the first day of sch(:

day1 ~
you kno, i only have 4hr of lesson on monday, from 2-6... i had comm skill... the comm skill lecturer kept saying that comm sill is not teaching english.. but what he had been going through is all english stuff... those about report writing kind ofthing?? mind mapping before we starts our writing... i almost got the shock of my life cos its like basically eng.. after that,i've got food n beverage fundamental... this lecturer was basically the most funny lecturer that i've got. i/ve got the feeeling that im so going tp enjoy this lesson..:D

day 2~~
the wk 1 schedule doesnt includes tutorial n lab, so basically its quite slack, n i've got only 2hr lesson-.- and i hAve principle of management.. its like idk management... hmmmm idk idk idk... forgot anything that i've listened in the lecture theatre[LT] oh well, i guess i have to really go do some reading ...

day3~~
i've got comm skill again!!!! stress!!! i wonder if i could score well in it!!!!! my obstacle!!!! im so gonna start reading news paper everyday!!!
after comm skill, i have tutorial tat i dun need to go, end up having 3hr break, went to the cca fair!! n i sign up for so many cca... tat idk which one should i go... should i go swimming???
after this, igot intro to HTM.... hmmmm. some r really sian-ness thing.

day4
got research in HTM & APEL[something like VE]
ok, n idk what to post already. i just rmb im am super bored when having 3 hr break! n i miss sec sch mates chers, n many things!!! seems like i havent adjusted to poly life... it isnt gonna be easy...

oh and i rmb, i have orientation from 5 - 10 that is super boring to the max can.!!! waste my energy n time.... totally a idk speechless orientation out of nowhere....

day5~
got only macro econs, den after that went tm with my classmates, then met kelvin halfway through . then i went to work. shit like what, the pple there r like idk, its not even wkend or holiday, but the crowd is so damn big can!!!!!!! even draw money oso got prob-.-

hahahahaaaas
thts all bout my first wk of sch, so far, i can summarise that i really really misses everything bout my sec sch!!!! my teachers n friends that gave me the confidence n encouragements that im not ever gonna get in poly so much. nothing can be compared, regarding those caringness found in sec sch... i really miss them. i miss the pple that havealways been there for me when im in doubt, they always believes in me, i read my diary, and i saw that during the start of my sec 4 yr, i totally have no confidence in myself, and i was talking to miss chew, and she believed in me like 100%, and say that i sure can do it! she gave me the confidence to start sec4 with the right attitude, and constantly encourages me everytime i talks to her. praise me on those test papers that i've scored well,, made me feel that i can do it very well. and also not forgetting the fun conversations i had with many of my teachers, mrs singh,ms carol, mr rafi,mr neo, mrs luah, and some of which that might not have pop up in my mind now.. and i will nvr forget all my lovely friends who had given me loads of encouragements throughout.. constantly telling me that i sure can do it in eeverything, they believed so hard that i can do it. making me eliminating those doubts that are abaout to come up in my head. what i can say is tat they kind of know me well, make me what i am in my sec sch... so sad that everything isnt the same now... and no one can ever go back to those memorable days... haix... hahahaas. memories..

now, i have so much doubt, like i dun even kno why i chose htm, i dun understand a single shit. what will come up in exam, but im gonna hang on there, and believe that i can do it, and i shall work hard for that that im studying in.. hmmmmmmmm... hopefully i can through this thing smoothly , and not fall off and ...???

jiayou everyone... haix. life is nvr easy hhuh..
(:
got work ltr!!!
ok... miss all(: