Thursday, September 8, 2011

TODAY.. ANOTHER DAY, BUT EVERYDAY, I LEARN SOMETHING

ANW, well, i realise how cruel life can always be.

today, i woke up late, then went to meet jasline at paya lebar to go for job interview at marine parade. anw, its kinda nice to finally meet her again. i guess, this is how it works. FATE.

i guess i had a very nice chat with her. something that i will treasure is the friendship with her.

idk why, but this world seems to be more cruel than what i'll ever thought. this society seems a little hopeless and idk why. its contains pple that acts and hurt the others. how i wish things are better than the reality. once again, i would say if only the gd dreams can come true. but ten again, i know that in reality, we cant change anything or anyone. all we can do is to change ourselves to embrace this cruelty. maybe thats what we need to learn in life? to embrace it all, and still be a good person? i kinda find it tiring to live. but then, i guess i will nvr give up. i've only lived for 17 yrs in life, and i will continue embracing it all.

back to today.
so jasline and i went to marine parade there and walked many rounds before we found sogurt. and we waited for damn long inside sogurt to get interviewed. ended up we cant be accepted cos they need a minimum commitment of 1 yr...... oh well, then we went into parkway parade central to walk around finding for berrylite! haha! for this, we walked on for many rounds too! oh well, but i guess lucky we're both together cos I guess it wont be nice to look for a freaking shop alone yea^^ thats why i say its fate that somehow i chatted with her n she asked me along to the interview after i told her im looking for job too! ^^

after finding berrylite, we went and look for food, ended up finding KFC and settled in there, ate there and had freaking nice time chatting.

anw, on my busride to sch, i felt kinda sad due to certain things, cant help but let some tears fall down. anw, when i walked towards swimming, the feeling kinda went away bit by bit though i still dont feel good. and am glad at swimming, the team mates are all so funny, and i kinda laughed abit here and there, n my mood lightened a bit. but when i was swimming my IM sets, i kinda still have the weird mood in me, and i cant concentrate on swimming properly. haix. but after the whole swim training, i kinda felt alot better, forgot to be sad.

and oh well i got a FREE RIDE HOME FRM HERSHEY PARENTS! so nice oh! they stay at amk! hahah! and i asked them drop me at the amk stop where peipei's house is^^ and waited for bus home^^ chatted with hershey's mom otw , and i realised how true it is that the society is ugly. . .

anw,this song is in my head the whole day ' stay here forever,jewel-valentine's day'
do listen to it if u are free to youtube or google it^^
k, im tired, i hope all is well for my lovely friends out there!
KEEP SMILING AND CHARGING ON IN UR CHAPTER OF LIFE!
ALWAYS HAVE FAITH IN URSELF COS I WOULD HAVE FAITH IN ALL OF U^^
AND JIAYOU AND RMB THAT IM ALWAYS THERE FOR ALL OF U EVEN I CANT BE THERE IMMEDIATELY.
THE HEART WILL ALWAYS BE WITH U ALL K<3
SMILES AND MEET UP REAL SOON YO!

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