Feelings

It's as if you've slanted from the way you should feel.

As if feelings take over that logical mind.

It's difficult when all you do is feel with your heart. 

Difficult when you realize that something that shouldn't be a problem seems to be a problem to you.

When something shouldn't be difficult to cope, but it's just that difficult for you. 

When you feel a world apart. 

From understanding to not understanding

From happy to feeling pain

those unnecessary kind of emotions that shouldn't be there

but still you feel it. 

feel it swallowing you as a whole. 

Feel yourself being eaten up by it all.

And it all happened because it's you who allows it to be. 

Allows it to happen that way. 

Allowing negative thoughts.