to you(:

haha. u know, all those things sounds seriously irritating. i hope that things will somehow suddenly get better for u. hope and pray for u.

i wonder if u will feel this diff in urself? hmmm. for me, sometimes when i gets irritated, and i look back into the past, i suddenly saw a not irritated self. last time, i dont get irritated by anything. like nothing at all, cos i just feel for nothing, or my tolerance level is very high. i wonder if u had this kind of past self oso. the one that is so very very nice, will be very nice to everything, and its like nothing will ever make u feel irritated... but then, when yrs goes by, and reality hits so hard, and u see the ugly truth bout reality, i start to change. i dont tolerate nonsense anymore.....

but whenever i dont feel irritated anymore or i reflect on my actions, i'll be wondering where has that very nice part of myself went? and yea. suddenly i became so irritated by things that i just let irritatedness rules my head? hmmm.

i wonder if this ever applies to you(: but then, yea the things u've described sounds seriously irritating! i wish i can make u less irritated(: keep on smiling!