oh welll, studies is like a stress for u and me. i mean seriously(:
anw, i got home at ard9 today n i slp! i just woke up u kno! wanna do some research earlier but i just keep slping! anw, i was woke up by a call from the orangehead! maybe u will be wondering why is he called an orangehead. hahahahaa. come come ask this is for entertaining purpose^^ orangehead is such a nice name ba. but im kinda rude luh. call pple something-head. anw, yea, u kno right how i say things is always playing on me. i mean seriously.
yea its playing on me. i mean yea. been trying to put it out of my mind. n yea. thought i've successfully done that. but it always comes back. think i've been poisoned. but anw, lets see how long this in the brain thing will last ok. lets see what is it really. i mean u know, have not been contacting for over one wk plus i guess he just have freaking bad memory n he forgot bout my existence. but anw, yea just nvr contact at all. i mean i wonder whats this.bt oh well, its life, gotta take it while it comes right. just when i thought he wont call anymore, there comes a freaking call some time ard 2 am now? hahas. but anw, didnt talk long. he always somehow can hear that when he calls, i/m slping. so he'll insist that i go back to slp. so nice right. but idiot luh. hahah!
anw, saw him on fri when i went for swim training . haha. he is really orange head! ok stop talking bout it liao luh. gotta put it at the very far end of my mind n not think. but....... i wish i could say something here. anw, hahaaaaa. i'll just leave it.
anw, takecare, u! i mean u! haha! pls takecare of urself too! being so tired out made me realise that it doesnt feel gd to be so shag! pls eat well n have plenty of rest! im encouraging u! cos i havent been eating well lately! like i haven't been eating three proper meals! stress is eating me out. hahahhaha! i cant take this! but im surviving! hehe! jiayou! eally need constant motivation! hahaha! i miss the way weisi always gives me so much motivation!!! like aim high highest not just average cos we can seriously do it! its gonna be difficult now! but in the future if u looks back, things will all seem to be very easy! right?!?! haha!
ans yea u r not stupid k! pls dun demoralize urself! everyone has got their own talent! n i believe u are very talnted too! pls believe in urself cos i will believe in u!!!! takecare alot and i hope i can inject confidence in u!!!! JIAYOU JIAYOU! lets survive through all these and look forwardto our overseas trip together ok??? hopefully my parents n relative will allow me to go overseas with u in one to two yrs time as planned^^ really would love to travel with u! hahaha! and jiayou pe! dont stress too much! i also thinks bout many things likeshould i go swimming or skip swimming thtat kind of thing. but sometimes i would just have to go with the flow yea?
and yea till now im still thinking...... if u know what. how i wish i could really forget it, but yea as i said its playing on me like seriously.!
the adventure of CHOCOLATE will be posted again! chocolate rawks!<3
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