Weird mood

Can't help but feel this way.
Can't be with my daughter cause gotta work to retire early.

Can't help but feel upset when hubz goes out to "enjoy" his day while I'm here slogging at work.

I think the stress is coming in again.

I wish someone would tell me it's all too normal to feel this way
when you're away from your kids.

I wish I could be with them.

goodness.

I have to stop thinking this way.
I still wish that i could stay home for 2/3 years till my daughter starts school and I'll work part time while she's in school.

Wish I hadn't have to put saving money first.