Patience

You know, I think im kind of pathetic. I have such a great patience. Today, I made myself wait. Wait for a response. Wait for things to be fine. Wait for something. Just a reply. Is that too much to ask for? I waited in vain. Now I really got nothing to say. I lost hope in you. Am I not being understanding? I guess maybe Im not understanding enough. But idk. It truly disappoints me. Im not gonna look forward or wait anymore....Im tired of all these. Really tired to think. Maybe it was me who think too much...maybe.....