it's the 4th!!

haha!
anw, just a quick post before i go and zzZ

so it's the start of school. work seems to be piling up. days just flew by me like no one else's business again.
sometimes, i wonder when can i slow down the pace of life and just appreciate every single thing around me with the abundant time that i've got.

but somehow it seems like i will never be able to do that.

i wonder why is life such a rush. its describe as a roller coaster. there's ups n downs, its a thrilling ride. just like how life is, and one must learn to enjoy it.

i want to walk through my life in a slow pace, but that will never ever happen i guess.

school is a place where crazyness exist. we all study study study, play play project project. oh well....

anw, this morning, i reach my art class @9:15!!!!! OTD!!!!!!
n there's this freaking fire alarm towards the end of class-.- when there's no fire-.-
next up is micro lecture!!!! well, the lecturer is like.........-.-
then LUNCH!!!!
see deardeer^^
then ate my fav TOMYAM!!!!! then deer gave me milo n tissue!
trust me, the tissue smell like his perfume! UNIQUE TISSUE!!!^^
after that, i went to library!
the rest went to the com while kelly & I went to find tables!
then we sat there and we started talking!! about everything! i hope everything will become better for her in the yr of 2012 onwards!!! and hope she'll takecare of her health!!
anw, then i started to encourage kel to do econs before she go and find com to use youtube!!!!
then i started to rest for 15min!!!
and i cant help but say how unlucky am i!
before i sleep, i drank water, and i spilled quite an amount on my jacket)):
then after i wake up, i basically spilled 1/4 of water in my bottle on the whole freaking table!
then i tried drinking water and i got chokeeee!!!!!!! argh!!!!!

hahahhahaa!!!

and today's swimming is freaking tiring! basically i havent been swimming hard. hahhahahhaha
and i got freaking no strength. and my mind power cant win my lack of strength. i just keep trying. while i swim, i think, i think of how to swim better, then i started thinking bout everything again. life is really a thing that consist of so many things.

at times, when i think about stuff, i still feel kinda sad when i rmb the pple that is gone from my life.
sometimes, i live in the fear of losing pple i love.
i fear that the day will come.
i fear of these kind of stuff and i never want to see it coming

but i know that i need to accept that its a fact.

i wish for so many things but its unrealistic.

all i can do is to appreciate.
but tell me how?
idk how.
cos i know sometimes, emotions just eats me up.

takecare everyone!

oh man!!! BODY ACHE TMRRRRR. ARGHHHHH