omg.. so no common sense can! i was looking at my photo! n of cos luh! OH MY GOodness!! OMG SHE IS SINGING THE twinkle twinkle little start SONG SO LOUDLY on PURPOSE NOW! TSK!!!!beside me while im doing project! SO DAMN FREAKING IRRITATING CAN OR NOT!
im SO GONNA BE A COMPLAIN QUEEN AND COMPLAIN TO MY AUNT!!!!!!!TSKKKKKKKKKK
JUST WAIT!
anw, forget bout it, if i keep typing whatever irritating stuff she is doing, i'm so gonna get so damn irritated..
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anw, i love this photo too^^ obviously(((:
ok, let's start off talking about today..
this morning, am suppose to not NUA in my bed, and go to small aunt house and find her to listen to her views... end up, i havent finish doing my stuff and i have to call her...
so oh well, obviously my third aunt told everything to my small aunt... and all i need to do is hear what my aunt have to say.... she mentioned quite a few things...
1) of cos not to u know, to not do the wrong things... (e.g. s_x before marriage) ok, obviously i know that, and i assured my aunt by telling her what dear jinson told me before.. and obviously i know my aunt will say 'saying is one thing,action is the other' and idk.. obviously im aware of that too.. but i know that everyone can say that.. but when dear say it, its not like anyhow.. its like deep from his heart he mean it.. n i can feel that what he say is always deep frm his heart.. and also, to add on, i trust him.. and i definitely will always believe in him...
2) she say don't go his house....(cos she scared i will do the wrong thing..as mentioned above)
3)that i should not get so committed(in a sense of way, don't think so far)... she say that next time when i go out to work or what, there will be many other pple out there.. she meant that i should open my eyes bigger.. cos she's afraid that i'll be with the wrong guy.. she's afraid of that.. idk what i can do to assure her..this is something that i knew what they will think when they find out of me having a bf.. but what i will say is, that i know there are many people out there... but there is only one exception..♥
4)in a relationship, it's not just about the two of us.. its relative to each others family too.. and i do know that.. cos i can always hear my aunt's talking bout those frustrating things of the family of their spouse.. and she mentioned something.. mentioned that i should also know bout dear's family first .. because she said that sometimes, patterns occurs in the family from generation to generation..
n of cos, i've thought of it before.. of cos, every family have their own happenings.. whether good or bad.. and all i can do is to believe again.. cos i really love him.. and i must believe in him, and in us.. we shall be the generation that changes the history.
and i do know why my aunts will be worried for me too.. if they know that things in the family repeats, they'll be afraid that i will be like my parents.. afraid that i will be pregnant before marriage.. that i will end up like them.. BUT no!... im not like them.. and i wont be like them.. i'm zihui..!
ok, that's bout all for the aunt part.. they say they have trust in me, that i shall not break the trust.. and of cos i wont...
anw, today have OB lesson! mr chris lim is an awesome teacher!!!!! hehee^^ enjoyable fun learning day.. and the grouping thingy is like shit feeling at first, but i feel that it will all go in the awesome direction^^
then nxt is commskill! and then i skipped basic calculus lecture.........
anw, after commskill, went to meet dear! omg! something funny... yesterday we both wear red.. today we both wear stripe clothings.. hahahhaa.. its so funny... but wOW. hahaha. and we went to engine sch to buy this potato thingy, and we were wondering where to go nxt.. and we ended up inside engine LT... heheeee. so cool! omg when he first open the door, im like oh man... so DARK!! then end up the light auto on......sensor.. and we were sitting in there enjoying our time together.. hahahhaaa. ♥
had a great time together.. appreciating every moment... and then when i go home, i miss him so much.. and his smell is with me.. that special smell that i will miss.. oh man... my shirt still have the smell.....
ok first time my nose can smell so clearly. haha
kk thats all.. guess i will slp early n wake up early to finish up my peer teaching stuff tmr^^
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