okay, hihi to all my lovely friends(:
seriously, when u all dont update by blogging, i kinda like lost info bout ur life's now and then^^ hahahas! but i do realise that no matter what, u all will be my loveliest friend ever^^ hehe! sry if i didnt update as frequently as u would likeme to(:
recently, been busy trying to get back my energy, and trying to catch up with my projects, and is in the progress of being that positive self again(: as in really feeling happy that kind(:
okay, idk why, but on saturday, i felt really really really (many 'really') HAPPY. i know, my usage of vocabs are so limited. i promise i'll get back on my feet and really improve myself. i realise that after o levels, i lost loads of things. first i know i really lost myself somewhere. cos going to work made me change to adapt to the environment and the pple, it also made me realise many many things, and i lost the positive self much. the self whereby i think so positive, and the self which think of all positive things to stay happy. somehow, idk how did i lost myself, but i just lose that without realising. it took me quite some time to actually realise i've became that other part of myself. and its not easy to get back the person i really really wanna be back into.
i really really lost the me i am before o's. now, i guess i'm back on my feet again! heheheeee! so happy kind of me that i feel like jumping and opping everywhere! woooohooooo! idk what and how makes me feel that certain way today! but i am certainly having a self-revolution.(if there's even such a word). OKAY I THINK I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I MYSELF IS SAYING!:P
anw, i was very happy since saturday. let me just update^^
friday24june..
went to school for tunglok interview! hahahahs! its a kinda lame interview anw, then after that slack n study at library and at tampines with suyi, noah , justin, jiamin^^
at night, i was chionging the terroir research! goodness! i hate research man! but since now i'm so positive, i gotta love it^^ chiong till 3, then slp!
sat25june!
went for swimming picnic! first i met hexun(hersheyyyyy) first at amk before heading to marina! then at marina, met alden, weijia, and i forgot what is tat guys name. then we waited for the rest! suppose to reach at 10:30, but guess what, the latest, they reach after 12:30 man!!! goodness! but anw, its alrights^^ and at that time, it was raining so freaking heavily ! so we sat at the mrt stairs, and lepak. and played some card games^^ oh well, i think i dont need to describe the whole picnic, but i can conclude that i relaxed and had some fun^^ when i go work, i was in a happy mood. but ten i realise faezah last day! so sad! but i chatted alot with her! it feels so good to be able to talk to someone bout the sch projects and stuff. hahhahs! n faezah is such a cool person. i realised that its her last day, and she's happy. so oh well, i somehow felt very happy too. its like how when the pple ard me is happy, i'm happy too. was so happy to see her when she's bout to go off! so lucky! so i'm very happy i get to see her! very very happy^^ and i got so happy throughout working6-11:30/ couldn't stop smiling happily! and otw home, i felt like hopping everywhere i go!!! hahahahahas!!!
was talking to suyi when i got home, and i told her how happy i was, and i told her something ahem ahem.........
anw, was telling her hopw i dun wanna go slp cos i dun wanna lose that happy feel!then she said
'you go get a container with a lid now. preferably a pretty and colorful one, and you smile and laugh and laugh and laugh into it! then faster cap! then tmr you open and let the happiness and smiles and laughter flow out and light up your face and mood!'
so funny!
sunday26june
work 8-3! oh god! so sian!then rush home for terrir! terroir! terroir! stress like shit! chiong n chiong till ard 11:30! hahahahhahas! then at night, just when i already let go off something , the text came. oh god. whyyyy must it always be like this! just when i'm ready not to think of something, it always will come back to me. but same, i'm happy to receive it.
monday27june
okay, so today, i woke up very ready to accept this beautiful dayyyy! woooohoooo1 the start of sch!!!!!!! but then, i had a freaking horrible nightmare! i dreamt of something that's very sad! like someone died! and idk, it just seem so damn freaking sad!like i'm crying and feeling so freaking sad in that freakish dream!! oh goodness. wonder if i really feels tat...... its freakish. like if it really happens, i'll be so heartbroken kind of scene. idk why, but i have a vague memory of having that dream once...... so is this the dream i had??? its like a repetition. but now, in that dream, i know that person... goodness...!
anw, today is a very nice day!!! i' very very happy n ready for the term!!!!! went swimming after i woke up!!!!! saw the sun! but left the house, i see freaking dark clouds!!!!!!! but then, i met justin at the swim complex n waited for rain to stop to swim! hahahhahhaa! nice! after that there's sun! anw, i think i'm so gonna die at the nxt training! hahahaas! okay, i shal think positively, i'm so gonna enjoy that swim training and smile so damn freaking happily at the training!!!! woooohooooo! btw, at the pool, saw this guy! woah! he swim like a woah! my kind of version of woah! hahaahs! nice fast! funny thing. idk why, suddenly saw him frm the far lane, then nxt thing, he is att the lane beside mine. lol. then i can see him keep looking at me. paiseh or what sia. whats there to look-.-
anw, at sch, was very happy! happy happy happy! ok! i think cos i've got enough of slp!!!! hahahahas! n i wore all black today!!!!!
at guitar was very fun!!! yayyy! tired already !!!! post soon!!!!
TAKECARES <3
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