hihi!

okay, i'll be looking forward to ur italy post n tcc changi post man!!!

hahahs! okay! am here!

am so stress!!!

am feeling this freaky feeling which idk what but hate it!

anw, hope i can get it over!

hahahs!
okay, yesterday, went for swim training camp! though i can say its like theres nothing, its just bonding session^^ early in the morning, woke up, gave the egghead a call! and lol! so pig! knew he'll go back to slp after saying hello n all to me! lol! was wondering what'll happen at camp! but its actually slack bonding session uh! when i reach the sch, i looked down at the swimming complex, n saw no one! was wondering where is the swim team! then just nice, i saw egghead going to walk to the pool oso! so we went there together! hahas! i think eggheadd doesnt likes this kind of camp much! plus he lack of slp! so he like nvr talk to anyone much u kno?? like when the camp grp is moving to another lt and stuff, he walk so damn slow, like distant away from the swim team like that. i wonder what is he thinking.. how i wish i could sit by his side and accompany him talk n make him awake n lively! but too bad! diff grp.(: but if i was to company him, ltr pple thought scandal sia! hahahhahas! i wonder why he dont talk much to those pple at swimming?? why he so quiet? like kind of scary in a sense that he really really dont wanna be there.

during camp, we watch funny video, moments at swimming... and then during lunch, we were made to feed pple at our right. i feed dawn, and kat feed me! hahas! then they were playing games!!! im so damn embarassed at the 'honey will u smile for me' game! how i wish i have a hole on the ground to hide in man! im like tried on katherine, jinson & gerome, no one smile for me))))))))))))): so sad! but hhas! its just a game! they soooo fierce man! how i wish i can have that kind of face at the right time! hahahs! the no i wont laugh face! hahahas! but ahem! i laugh at stupid things! nvm^^ so awkward luh! when suppose to tell the other person 'honey will u smile for me pls??' walao! nvm, then watched funny videos back at lt over and over again!! and its like funny shit! but when they start water activity, i went and do freaking project!!)): i missed out the fun))):

ok, so projects are kind of freaking me out! i just realised i have totally no time for anything! i guess, i'm like not coping with my things so well, i must not think of stopping, but i know i am very exhausted. exhausted with life now. like so many things all coming up at one go! u know, on wed, when i go work, im feeling like so freaking giddy while i replenish! i feel like i can faint! but okay, i try to save my energy during my break, and i kinda just work n work till i can go home. i mean seriously, i am freaking tired. and yesterday, after i come home, for the first time in so long, i slept at 9 plus n i woke at 9 plus today! its been so long since i can slp properly, and i decide i shall not wake to research when i dun have the energy. that i slp first and shall chiong tonight! hahahs!

anw, that time when i was talking to ginseng on the phone, i was wondering if we will be able to talk like how we talk on the phone in real life. to be truthful, i didnt talk to him much in real life before. most of the time i dun see him in sch. and when i see him, its cos we r studying at library n he come say hi. hahahhahhas! then i asked him what i was wondering, and he say that he is wondering bout the same thing a few days back too. ahahhahahhahs. funny huh? nvm...

anw, say lucks to me for my interview ltr! hahahhas! ok fine i dun even feel any nervousness! hahahs! i'll just be myself.

anw, tat stupid thing is still there):
shall put it aside(:

u know, sometimes, when u have certain feelings, the right song just comes to u at the right time. how i wish i could isolate from pple for awhile. i need some individual space, of not communicating with pple. cos im exhausted..