A little different

Do you still remember these photos taken long ago? All we were then worrying about was our assignments and where to go for internship. 

It never does feel the same again. When making new friends, or trying to blend in with pple, it has since felt a little different. Its like I dont have that heart that's interested to make friends with people I hardly know. All I could feel was that I want Zuella to be here. To be here to chitchat about anything under the sky, instead of myself going out there to make new friends. 

Is this part and parcel of growing up? I wonder.